opposites attract [zarry} (please don't read, its really bad, my first story :/)

regrets and disappointments

HARRY POV

I looked for zayn for 8 hours straight, but I count find him,I also tried calling Liam, niall and Louis but all 3 didn't answer, great they must have heard what happened,I really fucked up didn't I, so right now I'm back in the house waiting for zayn and I guess I'm in luck because I heard the door being opened revealing zayn, but not just any zayn, Normally zayn was just drool worthy and hands down sexy , but right now he looked like a beast A SEXY ASS BEAST!!!!! damn I was already drooling he looked hotter than I have ever seen him before, his hair was shaved at the sides, he had re dyed the blonde in his hair bringing it back to its blonde state instead of brown, he had the tightest jeans that showed up his model legs, his shirt was tight and showed the outline of his abs and just to sum it up he was looking downright perfect, I mean you would never believe that just 8 hours ago he was a crying mess

"zayn" I called out to him

he turned to look at me and frowned before answering with a blunt "yes"

"zayn please please I don't know what came over me I'm so fucking sorry please zayn please" I said crying

but when I looked up he wasn't there anymore,  then I heard the sounds of the guest doors being closed, oh God he hates me, what am i gonna do, i wish i can turn back the hands of time, i really fucked up wh-,

i was interrupted from my thoughts from the pounding of footsteps on the stairs, i turned around to see zayn 

"oh yea harry before i forget" he said while coming closer to me, the next thing you know im feeling a very painful stinging sensation on my cheek, i quickly brought my hands up to the my face where zayn had slapped me, it wasnt abusive it was just those type of slaps girls give you when you hurt them, its just that zayn's stronger than a girl so hell yea this shit hurt

"OW" I screamed, 

"Oh trust me you deserve more than that" he said

"za-za-zayn, i love you with a-" i was interrupted by zayn

"Save it harry, anyway i just wanted to telll you to get out of my house, i hate you and i want nothing to do with you anymore, so pack your stuff and leave" he says pointing at the door

"w-wh-what b-bu-tt i i-i  hav-ve nowhere to g-go" i stuttered out

he laughed before going serious "WELL DIDN'T YOU THINK OF THAT BEFORE GOING AND HAVING SEX WITH SOME RANDOM DUDE YOU PICKED UP FROM A SHITTY ASS CLUB, AND TO THINK HARRY , AND TO FUCKING THINK AFTER ALL THAT I HAVE DONE FOR YOU, YOU FUCKING DECIDE TO STAB ME IN THE FUCKING BACK AND NOW YOU HAVE THE FUCKING NERVE TO BEG FOR MY FORGIVENESS, WELL NEWS FUCKIN FLASH HARRY, IT'S NOT HAPPENING GOT IT NO, NADA, ZERO , ZAP, HELL THE FUCK NO, SO DONT FUCKING ASK ME WHERE YOURE GONNA STAY YOU FUCKING HEARTLESS BASTARD!!" he screamed in my face, and if i wasn't crying enough before then now i was 

"zayn please z-zayn pl-ple-please " i begged him

"oh for fucks sake harry, i might hate you but im not a selfish and evil prick" he said

"what do you mean'' i asked

" i bought you a flat, i just dont want to see you, its close to school so you can still go, plus i wouldnt tell anyone about this well niall, louis and liam already know but apart from them, nobody else knows, but if you love yourself, when you see me dont come near me unless you want to start a scene got it" he said before handing me my new house keys and storming upstairs, leaving me alone with my thoughts

i didnt know what else to do, i just stared at the house, so many memories have happened here, all good and bad, i sighed before going upstairs and packing up my stuff, when i was done, i carried my stuff downstairs and then noticed a post card with my name on it, it had the adress of my new home, and it really wasnt that far from school, i sighed before walking out the door and heading off to my new "home''