opposites attract [zarry} (please don't read, its really bad, my first story :/)

care for me

SOOO, I WOULD LOOVE TO THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE LOVELY COMMENTS LAST CHAPTER, IT MADE MY DAY, EVEN THOUGH I THOUGHT IT WAS CRAPPY AS HELL, YOU GUYS STILL BELIEVED IN ME AND I WANNA SAY THANK YOU FOR THAT, AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO NOTICED MY ABSECENCE AND WANTED TO KNOW THE REASON FOR THAT, THE WHOLE STORY IS AT THE AUTHORS NOTE AFTER THE STORY, SOO READ THAT IF YOU WANNA KNOW........................ANYWAY LETS GET ON WITH IT SHALL WE

ZAYN POV

 i placed my head on the walls, attempting to get my thoughts together, thats when my phone rang again, i looked at the caller i.d, and it was the boys, what did they want?, i mean i just spoke to them minutes ago, i picked the phone up wondering what the problem was

"um hey" i spoke up

"zayn did you not hear what louis said" liam asked

"yea i did" i frowned, "and by the way, what the fuck louis was up with that description" i asked

"what, its real!" louis yelled

"oh, so arent you happy" liam asked

"of course i am" i mumbled

"why are you mumbling" niall asked this time

"guys, im ok,im glad that wer'e going to the same school, ok, and i really want you guys to be there, its just...." i sighed

"just what?' louis asked

"i just......i wish you guys wouls just stop being so.....so overprotective, i mean, im not stopping you guys from going to oxford, and i dont want you guys to blame me for not going to your choice of  a college just because you thought you had to watch over me" i admitted

"but zayn-"

"but nothing, ok!, im not a child, i dont need you guys watching over my every move, im gonna be ok" i sighed fustrated

"oh really now" liam chuckled humorlessly

"whats so funny" i asked

"the fact that youre not thinking right zayn, what the fuck is your proplem, i mean the dude put you in a fucking hospital, he fucking raped you zayn, and we saw how fucking heartbroken and hurt you were, so forgive us if we are trying not to have a repeat of that, and youre over here talking about how we are over protective" liam yelled

"thats in the past" i shouted

"Oh really, well then if it was, why the hell did you call us then and inform us about this, why the hell are you so scared to go to cambridge then zayn, if all this is under the bridge" louis deadpanned

"i..............i d-dont know" i stuttered

"oh, i do, its because ts not in the fucking past, you think about it everyday zayn, what that bastard did to you haunts you at night, and i swear to God, he deserves to die" niall huffs

"dont say that!" i warn through gritted teeth

"are you shitting me right now zayn, are you really defending that piece of shit?" liam asks

"dont call him that"i yell, suprising myself (a/n aaaaw zayn is defending harry)

the line goes silent for a minute before louis speaks up

"i think we have said enough"

"look guys im sorry ok, i just, i need time, everything you said is true, and i just................i dont know what to do" i confess

"zayn, wer'e not doing this to watch and control your every move, wer'e doing this because we care" liam replies calmly, the others humming in agreement