you were my sunshine

o6*

YOU NEVER KNOW, DEAR, HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU / SO PLEASE DON'T TAKE MY SUNSHINE AWAY

i know it's impossible, but i still check my phone everyday for a missed call from you. maybe a text message, even if it was something so simple like "hello".

my friends should never have forced me to talk to you.

and you're right, i'm probably dumb for waiting for someone who will never really come back, no matter how many wishes i make everyday. i'm dumber, even, for staying up every night waiting for a shooting star even though i don't believe in wishes anymore.

but i miss you so much. i'm stupid but i am the way i am because of you.

oh and, remember the note i left on my desk? it's still there. like me, it's waiting for you to come back. it's not really a sticky note anymore but a faded piece of paper, worn down by tapes, yellowed at the edges, stained on the surface. but the message is still very intact.

"please don't take my sunshine away."