Twisted • e.d •

Dont Hurt Me Anymore...

Ethan had left my helmet in the room for me and he went home to get some sleep.

I stayed in the same position all night.

My head on his lap and my eyes puffy from all the crying. I didn't want to lose Smokey. He was like my dad, having be I lost both my parents when I was young. I mean he taught me everything I know. Except how to talk and stuff. But he taught me how to shoot a gun, and fight, he even taught me how to ride a motorcycle. Yes there was stuff he couldn't teach me, and that's what google is for, but I did get some help from the ladies of the gang.

If it wasn't for Smokey I really would have no idea how to lead a gang. I wish he didn't get lung cancer. I wish he could last longer than a couple months. I want him to be with me until the gang breaks up.

I continue to lay there until I am woken up by a nurse. I look at her as she gives me a kind smile and helps me up and puts me in the couch. She whispers to me,
"Sorry honey, we have to run a few test then he will be released today."
I give a slight smile and fall back asleep.

**

All of the sudden I am abruptly woken up to a loud beeping coming from Smokeys machine.
His heart rate was going faster and his body was shaking. I run to the wall where there was an emergency button and spammed it.
"Hello ma'am what's the issue?" Some lady says smoothly
"Please hurry! The machine is beeping like crazy and his heart rate is going really fast!"
As I say that three nurses burst into the room and to help him. Two nurses were helping Smokey while the third one asked me to leave. I walk out and try to listen to what was going on.
I put my ear on the door and hear,
"HES HAVING A SEIZER I NEED A DOCTOR STAT!" I push myself off the door and see a nurse yell out,
"GET DOCTOR PAT IN HERE STAT!"
She goes back in and I hear nurses russling around everything. I sit down next to the door and feel tears coming back to me. I rest my head back and sit there with my eyes closed. I didn't want to cry again. I tried so hard to fight it back.
A nurse taps on my knee and I look up at her it was the same nurse from earlier.
"Honey can you do me a favor and go to the waiting room? He will be ok, we will call you when you can come and pick him up."
"Can I get my helmet from the room?"
She goes in and grabs my helmet for me and hands it to me. I smile in response.

I got up and decided to go home really quickly.
I walk out and pulled out my keys. I walked to my bike and shivered from the cold winds. It was a more depressing day, and I can see why.
I get on my bike and head home.

I get home and showered. I changed into simple joggers and a tie die t-shirt. My hair was still wet but I didn't want to brush out my curls. I just threw it into a high bun.
I went downstairs and turned on my tv to have Grimm on. I decided to go and watch that. I went to Hulu and re-watched some of the first season. Damn does that show get me going. As I was in the middle of a battle I got a call. I look at my phone and answered it hoping it would be the hospital. I pick up and hear Ethan's husky voice.
"April... I need your help." He says huffing from being out of breath.
"E-Ethan what's up?"
"I found the guy that's been targeting us. I'm going to take him out soon. I need your help. I need a sniper on my watch."
I bursted out laughing and say, "you know how long it's been since I used a sniper?? Id be more help if I was with you."
I hear him sigh through the phone.
"Alight than."
"Hey don't be a hoe, I'm a lot stronger than you think."
"Having be I nearly killed you on the first day." I say smiling into the phone
"Ok I'll be over in 15."
"Alright cya then."
I hung up the phone and walked to my closet. I got out of my comfy clothes that I loved and changed into a skin tight black suit. I had made it myself to go on the raid that was supposed to be today.

Im kinda happy I can kill some people today... I want to get my anger out.

As I throw on my suit I go behind a couple of shirts and put my hand on the wall. As it scans my hand as if it was from some action movie a wall flips and a wall of my favorite guns and knives apear.