Twisted • e.d •

Pain And Suffering

He turns to me with his eyes watering up, "Please Ethan, don't hurt my little girl." A tear slowly trails down his cheek.

"I promise I won't."

Smokey and I sit there in silence as I stare at Aprils face. He sits down on the ground quietly.

The light hitting her cheeks so perfectly. Her body looking so calm as she lays there.

Her hair laying against her face. Her face holding little scratches and moles.

Her lips, soft to the touch. I loved it all.

I watched her as her chest slowly rising and falling, her slim breaths following it.

She was so fucking perfect, and I realized that every time I saw her.

How could a girl like her fall in love with a guy like me?

Im stupid.

Im rude.

Im a traitor.

and most of all

I can't get enough of her.

Every time I see her my heart goes crazy. Every time she touches me I feel like it's going to explode. The thought of her can make me do anything. Why was I doing this to myself. Why was I doing this to her. I am destroying everything I've ever had in my life. I'm going to be wanted. People are going to find me. And people are going to try and kill me.
But I'll be fine... why?
Cause I have her.
She'll be by my side. She'll love me right? She can't find out the truth I need to hide it. I want her to be with me forever. I love her. No one could ever make me feel this way. We've both changed for the better.
No one will stop me, not Smokey, not Gray. I'm going to love her which and every way.
(I turned this into a poem 😂)

Smokey turns to me and says "you wanna get a drink?" I look at him confused and nod slowly.
He stands up, pushing his hand on his knee to get up.
I make my way up also as he quickly gets out the door rubbing his eyes. Heading down the stairs I watch him struggle step by step. Using all his mental strength to move without tripping on himself.
I quickly jump in front of him and lowering myself.
"Jump on." I say to him holding my arms out behind me. Freeing my back for him.
"I don't need your help." He says angrily
"Yes you do. You're not going to die, just let me carry you down and I'll leave you alone."
He gives a loud uhg and slowly moves his body onto my back. Hearing him groan to every little movement he does.

Finally having his body on mine I make my way down the rest of the stairs quickly. Not missing a single step.
Finally reaching the bottom Smokey pushing himself off me, then smacking his feet to the ground.
"Thanks I guess..." he says quietly.
I laugh to myself and start walking towards the door to head to the bar.

"How about we go check something out instead Ethan..." I hear Smokey yell out to me.
I turn around slowly, "what you wanna check out?"
"Somewhere special..."

LAST TIME I UPDATED LAST YEAR I HIT 3K NOW IM AT 4K AHHHHHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU YALL IMA TRY AND START UPDATING AGAIN WE SHALL SEE. HIGHSCHOOL IS HELLISH SO ILL DO WHAT I CAN.