Demi Lovato-My Everything ! (Lesbian and heavy/strong fanfic)

Chapter 4

Outfit for this chapter : http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=112673781

All I could hear was the sound of the ambulance, I couldn't open my eyes, I had so much pain, I felt the inside of me crying, I don't know if it is from the pain or that I'm still alive. I was so disappointed that I was still alive!
I was carried to the hospital and placed in a bed, I don't know what all the nurses and doctors did to me, but they all sounded really stressed out. I wasn't scared, not at all, just sad that I'm still here. "Y/N are you there, do you hear us?" That voice sounded familiar
"Mmm" was all that came trough my mouth, and I opened my eyes slowly, it was Luna.
"Hi honey" she smiled
"Hi" I said with a really raspy voice
"Long time since last time ha?" She said with a sarcastic tone
"Yeah about 24h" I said
"Your parents are on their way" she said
"Oh no, not my parents" I thought
"Ok" I tried to sound happy

*2h later*

"Hi y/n" dad said
"Hey" I had my eyes closed so I could avoid he's angry eyes.
"How could you do something like this !? Your just a stupid teenager that don't know anything about life" my mom screamed
There where no one in the room, besides us three, so of course se use that time to yell at me.
"I'm so sorry mom" I saw she wanted to hit me, but it was cameras here so she couldn't.
"There is nothing to be sorry about, me and dad are gonna go home get your clothes and then your going right to a treatment center, god know what else you are up to! Drugs, alcohol, sex, I don't know!" Mom said really angry.
"Treatment center, rehab, peoples, small room, help, therapists, no cutting, no puking, food !" All those world buzzing around in my head, I was scared.
"Mom, I don't need that, I don't need help ! I'm fine" I tried to explain to her, she shook her head "we will be back in an hour" dad said strongly

The hour has gone, nurses and doctors checking me, gives me all kinds of syringes, after they were done with that, they bandage my wrists, and legs. And I had an neck collar, it felt really weird.
"Hi y/n, your parents are here to drop of your bags" Luna walked slowly to my bed.
"Ooh ok"
"You are leaving the hospital in an hour or so, to a treatment center, I'm so sorry, but you need help honey"
Luna said with a slow quiet tone
"I don't need help !"
"Try for me, and for yourself, we can't force you to go there, but if you don't like it, you can go home ok?"
"Ok" I whispered while I felt some tears stream down my face
"Hi, y/n, I hope you come home with pride, I'm so sick of you playing so sad ! Head up young woman you are better then that!" Mom said to me, and walked out. How could I be better than that with a family like that.. Dad didn't even come in to the room "No goodbye..? What should I expect from them !? They hate me.." I thought for myself
"it's ok baby, you will make it trough" Luna said as she left the room. I fell a sleep till someone knocked on my door. "Come in"
"you are ready to leave now" Luna said. "Who is driving me..?" I said curious, "someone from the center is here to pic you up, just go to the car, and I fix your bags"
"Thanks Luna"
"No problem young woman, your gonna be fine, and I hope your willing to get recover, you deserve so much good in life" Luna said while hugging me goodbye, or it was a weird hug cause my neck collar.
"You can take your collar of in 2-3 days"
"Thanks again Luna" I said trying to sound nice
"Bye honey, get well soon"
"Bye"
I walked some heavy steps out this hospital, and was greeted by a woman in her 30, "Hi y/n, I'm Vida, your therapist while you are in rehab, if you need anything, questions, help, anything !" She said happy
"Thanks hi Vida, I'm y/n as you said, I sure will contact you" I said a little insecure
"Get in the car, and we are there in an hour or so" Vida said
I didn't say anything, just did what she said, put on my headset, and I started the Don't forget album
"We're here" I opens my eyes, did I fall asleep..? "Hmm, it looks really pretty"
"Yeah just get inside, we fix your bags, and your room is number 6" A guy came out to follow me in.
"Hi, I'm Mark, nice to see you"
"I'm y/n, yeah you to"
Mark just smiled and walked me in to show me around, it was really pretty, but I'm so scared, "I don't think I'm ready for this" I whispers to myself, we walked pass a door that said Music room, can I use this I asked nervous "yeah sure! No one use this so I didn't think about that, but sure !" We walked around for some more minutes
"Here is you room, get comfortable, your bags should be there by now" Mark said happy
"Thanks Mark"
"You need to come to the dining room in an hour, it's supper.
"Aah food! Ok I'll be there"
I quickly packed out my clothes, for reel my mom almost got all of my stuff, it can't even fit in the closet ! I changed my clothes from the hospital coat to my clothes (Outfit 3 on polyvore), I honesty felt so much better!
I walked over to the music room, for playing the guitar and I started singing I see fire- Ed Sheeran, it felt so good finally singing in peace..

*Demi's pov*

I was at a recovery center in Las Vegas, since I was just tired, I was not in a mental breakdown just tired and wanted to drop of a little, I was in my room, room 16.
"Now I see fire
Inside the mountain
I see fire
Burning the trees
And I see fire
Hollowing souls
I see fire
Blood in the breeze
And I hope that you remember me" I heard someone sing, it was beautiful, like really amazing! I slowly walked out my door, trying to find our where that music came from, I found a door that said music room "aah thanks no one ever told me about this place" I thought to myself.

I slowly opened the door, there she was, she was so skinny, but so beautiful, she was so perfect, I thought, I shook my head trying to get back to the reality
"Hi" I started

Y/N pov

"Hi" I heard someone talking
Before I could look up she stood next to me, it was her, the reason I was still alive, the reason why I'm here trying to stay strong, it was her, Demi Lovato
"Your Demi" I said a really freaked out
"And you're ?" Demi said with a cute tone
"A Lovatic! Eeh sorry, I mean I'm y/n"
I felt Demi's hand on my cheek, wiping away my tears and then I realised I was crying.
"You're really good, and extremely beautiful" she said looking straight in my eyes.
I feel so blessed being here right now

Demi's pov
I wiped away her tears, she was a Lovatic how cute !
And then I looked down
"Oooh my god" I said really shocked placing my hand over my mouth,
"What..?" Y/n said nervous
"you're really tiny and skinny, and all your scars baby, you are so strong, and beautiful, you deserve so much better then that !"
She used a striped black thighs so I could se she had cuts all over her legs, both of them were filled, I couldn't see her skin, only scars, and new cuts, but I didn't se it so well, cause she had bandage at her legs and wrist. I felt so bad, then I said to myself inside my head "I'm gonna help this girl through this, I don't know how but she is gonna recover for me, I want her, I don't know how, but she needs to be in my life, I could feel it''
Y/n looked really insecure of what she should say.
I know she is gonna me mine! Sooner or later !

A/N
So I'm sick, like really sick, so I'm sorry it isn't the best, but I know this book is gonna be LOOONG ! So just hold on ! new update tomorrow !