Demi Lovato-My Everything ! (Lesbian and heavy/strong fanfic)

Chapter 5

Y/n pov
"I'm literarily freaked out right now! You really don't understand, like your Demi, and I'm a Lovatic"
"Chill girl, I'm freaked out myself"
"Yeah but for you I'm just another Lovatic, another person with problems"
Demi just looked at me still in shock
"Can you pleas stand up y/n?" Demi said a little worried
"Eem yeah sure" I lifted myself up, in a lot of pain, I felt my bones eating all I had left on my body, inside out.
Demi hugged me really thigh, or she tried but it was weird since my neck collar.
"Can you sing again" Demi said in a shyly tone while still holding around me
I felt my eyes grow bigger
"Eeh can I not pleas..?"
Demi pushed me away from her and looked staight to my eyes "You have a really, like really amazing voice, can you pleas do it for me?"
I slowly walked over to the piano, when she said the part ''For me'' i just had to sing, and started singing wake me up acoustic.
I ended the the song
"So wake me up when it's all over,
When I'm wiser and I'm older,
All this time a was finding myself,
And I didn't know I was lost"
I looked back at Demi, she had tears in her eyes
"I wish I could help you through everything, I can see you are strong, and I really wanna help you, and your voice, your dear, dear voice, your going far in life, I promise you"
"Thank you Demi, thanks for everything"
I'm still really fangirling but I know if I freak really out, I'm gonna scare her, and I haven't fainted yet, that's a good thing!
"Now, I'm sorry if i ask inappropriate, but like, eeh why are here?"
"Eeh, like, I have anorexia, even tho I'm super fat! I have tried to kill myself, and I have this social anxiety, and depressions"
I didn't want to tell her about my parents, and the bullying part.
"I'm so sorry baby"
And when I thought of it, why is Demi even here ?
"Demi..? Why are you here?" I asked nervous
"Just needed a break"
"Oh ok, I understand, you guys has a lot of pressure on you"
"Yeah kind of, but I love life! God is Good!"

Demi's pov
I felt really attracted to her, and I'm not suppose to think about here like that, I don't ever know her, and I don't even know if she's in to me like that. Demi stop thinking like that!
"I love your top, haha'' I interrupt myself ( Top said: you're so fake, barbies jealous)
"Thanks!"
"Do you want to hang out sometimes?" I asked
"Yeah that would be cool!" Y/n said, I saw she freaked even more out, but she tried to hide it. She is so perfect!
"Why do you have that neck collar?"
Her eyes widen a little, and she looked like she didn't know what to say
"I fell, on my bike, at the beach, earlier today!"
"Ooh, does it hurt?"
"Nah it's ok, thanks"
I just smiled to her, she looked like she hide so much. I felt so bad for her.
"I'm going to my room, wanna come join or" y/n said
"Sure I come, what else to do..?"
We walked to her room, room 6.
We get in to her room, and was we sat down on her bed
"Can I look in you closet? I love your clothes!"
"Yeah sure" she said
"Ooh my god !?" Are you rich or something!?" I said really freaked out
She has really, really expensive clothes, that's sick
"Yeah my parents sorta have money"
"Ooh my goodness!" I was in shock !
Gucci, Jeffery Cambell, Diesel, Louis Vuitton, D&B, Chanel, Dior, Hermés, Michael Kors, Dr. Martens! God knows what's in there !
"How can a person afford this, that's insane !"
"Yeah I have enough" y/n with a smile on her face, I saw it was fake, I wish I could se her real smile, I know it's painful, but she deserve to smie with her heart not her muscles

Y/n pov
She was so sexy, my eyes just melted, I would like to invite her to my bed and just cuddle up to her, why do I even think like this, I have dreamed many times that we have had sex and stuff, but that's in my dreams, like yeah I feel attracted to boys and girls. "You really like my clothes don't you?"
"Like? I looove them!" Demi said like she just saw heaven.
"You know you can borrow anything you want"
"I can!?" Demi asked in shock
"Sure" I smiled
"You know, I really like you"
I have never heard someone said that they liked me, like everyone say they hate me and they want me to die, why didn't Demi say that..? It felt kind of good
"Can we go out side?"
There was a fence around the building, but it was a fireplace and a basketball net
"Yeah sure" I said trying to make a smile
We walked out, and lay down at the grass, it was warm outside, even it was like 7:45pm. Demi sat up, and I put my head in her lap, didn't feel uncomfortable at all, but my body was so hurt

Demi's pov
Y/n fall asleep in my lap, she was so beautiful, I loved her. No no no no no, I did not just think that ! I haven't even seen her real smile, and then it hit me, I haven't heard her laugh yet! I thought strictly to myself, I want to make that happen. I like loved her but she didn't just feel like a Lovatic, more like a soulmate, like Marissa, but not the same as Marissa either.
I was just about to kiss her forehead, but she opened her eyes. Ooh no, this is not happening, my heart skipped a beat

A/N
New update later today I guess !
Still sick, so the story is not my best ! But I keep writing cause I need to do something with my day!