Demis pov
I broke the kiss but still had my hands on her cheeks and stared right in her eyes, I wanted to tell her that I love her, but it couldn't fall out of my mouth. I just stared at her, silent but comfy.
"Thanks" y/n killed the silent
"For everything, for being you, for take care of me, for just smiling to me, for be the person who make me feel worth life, Demi... I love you" y/n said out of her heart and a real smile appeared on her face. She just said those three words that I wanted to say but didn't slip out of my mouth.
"I love you to, baby" and I kissed her again.
"Demi.. I have more to tell you, like a lot more"
"Talk to me honey"
We both sat more up and we got really serious.
"Things aren't exactly what I told you, or it is but there is more"
My poor baby can't have more!? She had gone through so much, how can there be more...
"Just talk y/n, you say what you feel to tell me, if you can't say everything, let it take time, tell me when you feel ready, when you have learn to place the right word on the right situation, ok?"
"Sure Dems, thank you, but I feel like it's right to tell you" I said strongly
"When ever you're ready baby"
"So eeh, my parents abuses me" I could se she was so embarrass and my heart stopped, did she just said that!?
"Like my dad has sexually abused me since I was maybe 3, I can't remember a day without it, and my mom love to beat me up, and scream at me"
"Oooh baby, I have no words, I'm so sorry, you are so so strong and you are worth so much!"
"And.."
No no no it can't be more, she has already lived so much!
"And I'm bullied at school, they all want be dead. So why don't give them what they want..?"
"No y/n don't say that, I'm gonna take care of you, but you need to want it, you just need to do what you're told I here and we two are gonna make it through ok?"
I want to help that beautiful strong girl so bad!
"You are tho only reason why I'm still alive, I have tried to kill myself serval times, but your music has always made me stop! And I'm so thankful for that, cause now I'm here talking to my one and only life saver"
I sat with tears streaming down my cheeks, I'm so proud of her! She is probably the strongest person living!
"I'm so fucking proud of you! Just remember that y/n, I love you so much, and I'm gonna stay by your side forever"
I lean down and kissed her with my special ones, it felt so good and I felt her shoulders fall. I looked up, she cried, not only teas but rain, I gave her a thigh hug, and whispered in her ear "Baby, everything is gonna be alright, I'm gonna stay by your side, and lift you up, I'm gonna make you feel worth living and love you forever"
She hugged my even tighter and I heard her subbed "thanks Dems"The days has passed really fast, I'm so proud of y/n, she has grown in to a beautiful angel, her body is getting so curvy and sexy, she has been her in 10 days and I can se a huge change she has so much more body, and her personality is even better! She is so strong and she eats, I know it's hard for her but she is so fucking amazing! I'm so proud of her! It's already valentine and I have I plan an super idea for us!
A/N
New update later today guys! Keep reading! I just want then quick out of treatment cause it so much easier to write out of there so! Love you guys so so much ! Thanks for all the votes, reads and comments ! Keep reading guys it's gonna be LOOONG and hopefully really good ! :D
Any amazing ideas for the valentine gift to you ?
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