Demi Lovato-My Everything ! (Lesbian and heavy/strong fanfic)

Chapter 3

Outfit for this chapter : http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=112622631

"Aaah, school" I went to the my closet, picked my outfit for today (Outfit 2 on polyvore) and in to my bathroom. I curled my hair and sat it up in an easy ponytail. Did my make up, and get dressed, I used a thighs today, but with long socks to cover most of my scars. I didn't care if people saw them, who would care anyways, my parents knew about them. ''Ooh no talking about my parents, I hope they already left..'' i thought to myself. I walked quiet down stair, no one is here, but I could smell fried eggs, ''blah, food'' was all I could think.

When I arrived to the kitchen I saw a note from someone, "hmm", ooh my mom..
Hey, I fried you eggs, you don't need to eat them, or eat them, you know I really don't care, me and dad are at an business trip, and you do what ever you want, the doctor said I need to feed you so there you go, eggs, I can't do much more !
I sat down, and was just about to take a piece, till the demons in my head screamed "Hi fat ass, you missed us..? You can't eat that, your only getting fatter, could you risk that, more bullies, more puking ha?" I shook my head trying to shake them away, but it didn't work, I took a piece, an I felt 100p fatter, I ran up to my bathroom for puking it all up, all that come up was blood. It felt so good, i took my razor and ripped my jacked and bracelets of, and pulled it hard to my skin "aah freedom" was all that came in my head. The demons was gone, I smiled, "gone" I breath slowly out. "Where is my bandage, aah here !" I wrapped it around my wrist, and took on my bracelets and jacked on again. Brushed my teeth, and cleaned up the mess I made, and then I took my Hermés bag and ran to my car. The clock is 7:30AM so school start in 30min.

*At School*
I parked my car, there they where, so many peoples, scared they would hit me, beat me up, yell something, I took a deep breath, and walked really fast, a girl smiled to me, I didn't dare to smile back, I just walked, there she was, with all her girls, I felt my social anxiety BANG in my chest, they walked over to me.
"Hi whore, why the heck are you here!?"
I didn't said anything to her
"Your so fat, what have you eaten this weekend, I promise you, that you are 200p fatter then you where on Friday" I still hold my mouth quiet, I licked my lips, my mouth was so dry, I felt my lips crack.
Her name is Nina, she is really pretty and I kinda think she was a little attractive, even tho she make me want to kill myself, I know it sound really bad. And she always has four girls with her, I don't know their names, but they are mean, i can see it on them.
"Hello little monster, do you lost your voice or something!?"
I shook my head, going back to the reality and then she hit me, the same place where my mom did, in my right eye, I couldn't open it, I just ran to the bathroom. " I hope you go kill yourself soon, you are worthless" I heard she screamed behind me. ''She said it, she is right, I'm worthless, totally worthless, maybe I should kill myself, my parents aren't home, it's perfect !'' i tried to smiled for myself
When I arrived to the bathroom there where two girls there, they looked at me scared of what happened to my eye, I sat down on a toilet and locked the door behind me, shaking and trying to find my razor in my bag "there it is" and started cutting, really deep, but it felt good. "I rather feel pain then nothing at all" I whispered to myself. "Ooh shit I'm late to first period, I just wait to second period"
All I could think of was this was just the beginning of the day, and I had no one, no family, no friends, no one. And then it hit me, today was my last day ! "I should jump of the bridge by the park some minuets from my home " I smiled, "today is my last day, I couldn't be happier" I thought to myself.
The school day is almost done and Nina has actually been kind of nice, all she said was just things like "your fat, or your ugly" not bad !
After school I picked up my stuff and ran to my car, scared to death someone is talking to be. "Why should anyone talk to you fat whore, your worthless" I drove home, I didn't bother writing anything to my parents, I just checked my twitter and all that stuff to se if Demi has updated. "Demi! She is here, I'm so sorry Demi, i love you more than anything" I said to myself, I walked to the bridge, trying to avoid everyone's faces. I placed my headset on my ears, I would love to listen to Demi but I know if I did I would stop this ! And I couldn't, so I sat on Breathe Me by Sia
Tears started streaming down my face, I couldn't breath well, I yelled out "thanks you Demi for making me strong, but now I'm on the bottom and I never gonna get up again, tanks for making me believe in in me for a little time, I love you more then I probably will love death, I wish I could have met you, you are my skyscraper, my warrior, my nightingale, my unbroken beautiful girl, my everything. Good bye !'' And then I jumped of the bridge with a smile on my face. This was finally the end I thought again.

A/N
This wasn't planned to the story, but since I'm sick, home alone and I have nothing to do, I just filled in a new chapter ! I promise you, next chapter Demi is coming to your life ! Next chaper later today !