Chapter 2

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I woke up to a sound of a machine, pip pip pip "aah" inside my head it screamed, I open my eyes slowly hearing someone talk, it was my mom, talking to a woman with a white coat, I looked down, I had bandage on my wrist, white clothes, "oh no, I'm at a hospital !" Mom had a devilish smile on her face, was she happy..? Of course she was happy I don't needed to be home, the doctor come to me with a smile on her face,

"hi y/n how are you feeling"
"I'm fine thanks, just a little dizzy"
"Ooh, I understand young girl, you can go home now if you want to"
"What, did she just said that!?" I thought to myself, I looked back to my mom, her smile fade away, she was disappointed that I could go home...
"Eeeh yeah sure I go home" I smiled to the doctor.
I walked to the bathroom so I could change back to my clothes. I took up my iPhone 5s, just to check the date, it was still February 3, how could it still be February 3.. "Head up, don't let your tear fall, Stand up, you'll rule them all" I said to myself. I walked out to find my mom,

" She is in the car" the doctor said
"Oh ok, thanks"
"I know you hurt, but you are strong, I can see it in your eyes, and you are really skinny, like anorexia skinny" she said with a strong voice
"Thanks, I hope I'm strong enough, and no, I'm really fat" I said with I sad smile
"You are strong honey, you are, and how could you say that you are fat..? You have a really beautiful face, but your body is super tiny and skinny.. And by the way I'm Luna" the doctor said.
"Thanks again Luna, I don't know how you could say I'm skinny, but I really need to go'' I said before I walked out to the car.
"she was nice, but why did she say I was so skinny, and if I where that skinny, like anorexia skinny she wouldn't let me out from here.. Now I just have to find my mom, I can't wait to get in the car for more abuse" I thought to myself. "How dare you to do that to yourself, just to get attention!?" mom screamed to my face, I knew she was talking about the cuts. " I, I, I don't know mom, I'm sorry if you see it like that" I said with a scared tone " there's nothing to see it like, that's how it is" she punched me hard right in my right eye.
I just closed my eyes, so the drive home could go faster.

*Home*
I'm finally home from everything, I ran fast up stairs so I could avoid my parents. I changed my bra, and undies, and lay myself softly on my bed. I really wanted to cut, or puke because I'm fat ! "I'm so not ready for school tomorrow" I started crying myself to sleep.

Welcome to a day in my life !

A/N:
Demi is coming soon ! New update (Demi is hopefully in that chapter) later today ! :D And on this chapter i don't have any link to polyvore, cause you knew whitch clothes you had from the last chapter, since it is the same day :D

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