I threw open my bedroom door and fell limp onto the bed. Yes, still wrapped in my way, way, way too short towel. Which just so happened to win me the dumbfounding attention of the Jackass that lived two doors down from none other than yours truly.
Ass licking, ball sacking, mother-
Who did he think he was? Walking in on me in the shower and then commanding me to go with him. He was unbelievable, completely and utterly preposterous. Didn't he learn manners? He's mother was the politest most mannerly women I've ever met and then... there was him.
If he thought I was going to go anywhere with him he had another thing coming. No way in hell was I going anywhere with him.
I pulled the covers over myself not even thinking twice about getting clothes on. I was tired. Psh, I was exhausted. I tossed over onto my side and let my heavy eye lids drop. It was crazy how tired I could be after something so astonishing happened.
I glanced up at the ceiling; I wish I never got out of bed this morning. It took a minute, if not seconds for sleep to consume me.
~*~
"But- but," I let the tears fall. "You said you loved me."
Will smirked, that famous smirk that I've seen every day for as long as I can remember. I'd fallen in love with it; with him. I've fallen in love with his gorgeous forest green eyes, his thick luscious skater blonde hair, his freckles, his smile, his laugh, the way he looked at me, everything about him.
"If only loving someone like you was possible," he spat bitterly. "I could never love you Leah, never."
The crowd behind us laughed.
I ran my hand through my hair and tried to stay strong- no not strong. I tried not to look any weaker than I probably already did.
His half smile turned wicked and his gorgeous eyes glared.
Why was he doing this? Why was he doing this to me? What have I done to him? How could I ever possibly deserve this resentment? For loving him?
He turned away from me and I grabbed onto his bi-step. I don't know why... if I was in the right state of mind I might have tried to talk myself out of it, or even better; slapped his face. He threw his hand back and pushed me away.
"God, you're so pathetic," he raged. "Why don't you do everyone a favor and stay the hell away." He turned away again, but this time I didn't try to stop him. He went back to his friends and together they all laughed at me. At how pathetic I was.
I sulked against the wall and let the tears fall... wondering if they'd ever stop.
Never mind, I didn't want them to stop. Let him see- let him see how much he's hurt me... See if he cares, because obviously he never did. Let the heartache devour me; I knew it was going to end like this anyway.
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"Leah," Jaleb tsked, "I told you to get ready."
My eyelids fluttered open and I felt hot tears escape my eyes. I didn't deserve to feel like this. Why did he do this to me? What did I ever do to him? I sat up and wiped away the tears; still smart enough to hold onto the blankets. I didn't want Jaleb to see even more than he already has.
He reminded me so much of Will.
"Woah," Jay spoke. "Leah aren't you a little too old to cry when you have scary nightmares?"
His voice was playful and a smile was tugging on the edges of his violet lips. I shook my head at him and grinned, he irritated the crap out of me.
"Shut up," I said teasingly, throwing a pillow at him. He chuckled stimulatingly and another image of Will raced through my mind. After a whole year I still couldn't get that guy out of my head. After all the pain he's put me though I still wanted him. Only god knows how much I wanted him back in my life... he was right; I am pathetic.
Jaleb wiggled his eyebrows at me, "does lil' Leah want to talk about her scary wary dream?"
I laughed at his pouty lips, "get out so I can get dressed!"
Immediately his smirk slid onto his face, "go ahead get dressed, I don't mind."
That little pervert.
I threw another pillow at his face and he chuckled hysterically. Goodness, his laugh was so melodic and gorgeous and sexy and- alright I think it's time I divorce the pantry. My mind has cheated a little too much.
He jumped onto my bed, "Undelay Leah!"
I gasped and clutched onto the towel. Again; he was unbelievable. He laughed childishly and pulled at my blankets.
I pushed, shoved, and kicked with all of my might trying to get him off my bed. That damned jerk!
"Leah," he moaned. "I love it when you're rough like that!"
I froze. Literally froze and gawked at him. Sometimes Jaleb was way too perverted.
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