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(Phil's POV)

I honestly wasn't planning on it, especially because the first time already caused so much suspicion, but one thing leads to another, you know? We ended up with locked lips in the janitor's closet this time, my hands tangled in his hair and Dan's freely roaming my upper body. We both heard the bell ring, but neither of us wanted to give up this moment for class. I started to wonder if this would be a regular occurrence from now on, or if it just happened to be this way. This time was a lot better: no more tears, no more sadness. The only emotion in that room at that point in time was lust. Nothing more, nothing less.

Dan seemed to be a bit more energetic today, which was understandable. He was pressed between me and the wall, grinding his hips ever so often to make me moan. The touch was still gentle, and the feeling was powerful. The second bell rung and I had to pull my lips away from the boy in front of me. "I'm sorry, I can't miss another class" I mumbled, stepping away from Dan. "It's okay, I shouldn't have made you skip in the first place." He responded, giving me a lopsided half smile. "You didn't make, I wanted to." I smiled politely, kissing him on the cheek one last time before unlocking the closet door and walking out.

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I was late to my next period class, Ryan teasing me about my swollen lips and flushed face. I rolled my eyes and denied any accusations he threw at me, which, according to my mother, is what you're supposed to do when being accused of anything. The day continued on, classes turning boring and students more annoying then I remembered. Maybe it's because I spend my time around respectful and quiet-ish friends that I'm not at all used to the constant ignorant and mindless yelling by other high school students. Not too soon I was back at home, in my bed with a pillow under my arm, eyes closed with my charging phone held loosely in my hand.

I dreamt of Shrek.
I'm jk sorry lol I'm on a school field trip to another city and we're watching Shrek on the bus 😂 thanks for reading byeeee ✌🏽

(EDIT: I'm posting this like a month later whoops)

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