Joining Ghostbusters 2

Dont hesitate

After Kate left I was left flabbergasted. What had my life turned into in the past few months?

I wrote for a movie. I got cast in that movie - with my idols and my celeb crush. Who had just kissed me so passionately that I had to kick her out of my apartment for her own safety.

My god. Its all a dream and I am in fear of going to sleep, that I will wake up and It was just a dream. I want to live this forever.

My phone chimed in the middle of my thoughts. It was from Kate.

"I dont care about the Fifa rematch.

I want to take you out to dinner tomorrow.

- Kate x"

My god this is real. I text back quickly

"I would love that :)

- R x"

I collapse into bed and reminisce until my imagination takes over and I fall asleep.

-------------------------------------------

I wake up to a call from Marie. She wants to know how the night went with the girls and if I need anything.

"It went fantastically. We all hit it off amazingly. Kate and I are going to catch up for dinner tonight actually" I inform her trying to contain the excitement level.

"Really..." Marie pauses which makes me anxious. "Well thats great! I can recommend a few good restaurants if you need".

"Thanks but Kate's' making the reservations"

"Uh huh, interesting" she responds

Oh god she's clued up. I wonder if Kate's got a reputation and thats why Marie is being so suspicious

I try not to entertain that thought for long and finish up with Marie.

Ive got the day to myself and decide to read over the schedule for the next week. I have fittings, hair and make up tests that start tomorrow and run all week. Then running back and forth and getting approval on the final looks.

Phone chimes. Its Kate.

"Morning Sweety,

Ive got a reservation for 8pm. Pick you up at 7:30.

- K x".

That thought if Kate is known to be a heart breaker creeps back into my mind. I wonder what Marie knows and whether its just rumor mill BS. I hold my phone in hesitation - wondering if I should get involved with a co-star of a movie. A movie that we haven't even begun filming. What if it goes pear shaped and everything gets messy. What if I fall for her and she is a player - those messages from Leslie make more sense in that case. I feel my heart sink and my anxiety take over my breathing.

I do want to get to know her though. I want to know everything about her. I want to be hers and I want her to want me the same. I cant think what if anymore. I have to stop living by only listening to the worry. I want to see Kate tonight. I don't want to hesitate any more. Im reading too much into things anyway.

I put it down to just that and respond back to Kate

"Ill see you then,

you Yank.

R x"

A moment later

"Yes you will,

Crocodile Dundee!

- K x"