Broken Soul Looking For Love

Heartbreaks come in 3's

My grandma always taught me , heart breaks come in 3's. "Your first heart break, is unexpected. It usually comes from someone you plan on being with for a life time. Something like that " puppy love". Your second heart break comes from a love connection between you and something you don't even have yet. You're more so in love with the idea of having it rather than already having it. Now onto the last heart break. The last heart break tends to be the one that destroys you to the point of no return. That is the heart break that you bring onto yourself."

I walked into the police station with severe stomach pains and tears running down my face. What the fuck was I getting locked up for? I didn't do anything except leave home after I was told to. I remember the police officers put me in a cold empty room. I sat there for awhile until someone came in and slammed a file on the table. The file was labeled "Sanderson, T Mya ". I could just imagine what was in this file. The officer explained to me that my father called them and told them I stole money from him and he wanted it back. Only problem is I didn't have any money. Let alone any of his money. Why or how could I steal from my father? That was my best friend. My " go to ".I could never find it in my heart to steal from the man that gave me life . I couldn't help but think this had to have been a way to get me back home, but why? Come back home to what? A family who clearly did not want me?

I instantly snapped out of my deep thought when I realized this was a serious matter. The police officer pulled out multiple school files. On the top of each file was my name printed in bold letters. He then proceeded to argue the fact that my school record shows that i'm a " wild child" and I " go against rules ". He also brought up the fact that I was a straight A student and a good cadet in ROTC. Contradicting if you ask me but I just went with it.
After hours of talking about my past and what led me in the police station that day , he told me I was going to be released to dyfs if my father says he doesn't want me home.  I crossed my fingers as i recited my fathers number. After pacing back and forth , wondering where I was going to end up, I heard a knock at the door. I stood still for about five seconds until Officer Ledet looked up at me and said " It's for you ."

     The lady at the door introduced herself as Marissa and she told me she was an intake worker for dyfs.

' Well that happened fast. I sat down in the chair with a blank look on my face. What the hell am I going to do now? How did he know my father want going to answer the phone ? will they take my baby away from me? Can they even do that? Oh my god .. what is going on ?

"I'm sorry young lady but you have to come with me."

To be continued