Love @ First Sight

Abheer

It was more than a week now. I was ignoring her after that night and even she didn't tried any cheap acts to break my silence or ignorance.

Is she mad? She knew that I hate her inspite of it she is living with me. Why just she simply go away from my life and make it easier for both of us.

After that night i was very sure that she will leave me but she is stick with me doing all her duties related to me. Every day she brings lunch in my office inspite of knowing i don't eat. Its been more than a week i daily take her lunch back at home without eating it and the next day she brings upon again. Same like, every morning she select shirt for office and also irons it every day. But I being AK i never wore her selected shirt.

Even every night she waits for me to come home.

God! Have she lost her self respect that even facing rejection on her every acts she still does her fares. She is a way too stubborn to give up. She is not weird. She is insane and her insanity makes me scared.

I am scared of her. Yes that's a different thing that i scare her. But the truth is I'm scared of her. Scared because when I'm close to her i forgot all the hate i have for her. Scared that she will take away all the hate from my heart.

I heard some one coming inside my cabin which broke my trance.

And here comes the Afsha with the lunch box. As usual i ignored her like nobody came in and there's no lunch box in her hand.

Ignoring her i started working on my laptop even though there was nothing to do it in that.

She usually keeps the tiffin and walks out immediately but today she rooted near my table. From the corner of my eyes i saw her clearing her throat so that it means she is going to speak.

To avoid her i instantly stood and started walking towards the door but was soon stopped by her voice.

Abheer. She called out softly.

I humm not looking at her side.

I brought red rice. She said and i jerked out of my arrogance facing her now in shocked

Red rice brought the memories of jannath back and my heart soften at her cheering memories.

She smiled at my reaction like she understood everything that flashes in my mind.

Is it chilli red rice?? I asked her gulping down remembering old days.

No. She said and chuckled beautifully.

Its one of the recipe i got while surfing and i tried for the first time. Ill be happy if you'll taste it. She expressed tugging her strands behind her ears.

She looked pretty when she express something. Her eyes goes big and small. Her lips and her smile. She mesmerised me but i manage to frown at her and her smile drops.

Hmmm you may leave. I asked her softly opening the door for her.

Silently nodding she started walking but soon her foot got twisted and immediately my arms went around her waist to stop her by falling down but pulling up.

As usual she became nervous and started breathing heavily. Her soft but warm breath touched my skin making me go crazy. I ogled at her features and my eyes stopped at her quivering lips. She was saying something that made her lips quiver but there was no voice nor any whisper. Her words didn't came out of her mouth. We were that close that it made her shut.

I don't know what was happening with me. I moved more closer to her leaving no gap between us holding her waist tightly pushing her into me. She gasped for air and my heart race. Leaving no gap between us i moved closer to her bare neck tracing it with the tip of my nose. She fisted into my suit holding it tight like she lost all her energy.

Stop me Afsha. I whispered into her ear

I was mentally freaking out. I started kissing her bare neck and she moaned.

Her moaning sound was so soothing that i immediately crashed my lips on her. Every thing inside me burned as i taste her lips and burning was pleasant. I deepened my kiss and i felt my nerves on fire. I felt tingles inside my stomach. And with the sharp breath i broke the kiss due to lack of air.

I was not sure what the hell just happened but i kept staring at her.

She was breathing heavily and had her eyes closed with the tears dripping down.

Her tears clicked me what just happened.

I let go off my hands taking the step back creating a safe gap between us.

Fuck. I muttered pulling my hair realising i messed up everything.