Afsha

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His cold glares terrifies me. It scare me. And again i act like I am strong enough to face the storm. His cold behaviour , his rebel attitude , his hate makes me weak. I don't know till how long I am going to stand with a hope. I wish before i break down hopefully i will pull him out of the darkness.

Whenever i try to argue with him he make me shut by  just pulling me closer to him and i always stiff under his touch. I never knew his closeness will effect me in such a way. Loving him by being far was easy but loving him by staying with him is damn difficult. He takes my breath every now and then when ever he comes in front of me. His strong sexy arms, towering height, his evil yet dashing smirk and when he give me deadly stare. Gosh its hot!   Its so insane that i love someone who hate me passionately. 

And his way of calling me Mrs.khan gives me heavenly pleasure. Probably he uses in sarcastic for winning me instead of rejecting him but i just love it and it don't resist me from smiling.

Everything related to him make me remember our old conversation where he challenged me once saying "wo din dur nahi jab tum mujhe impress karne k liye kuch bhi karogi" and now here's me trying every possible thing to impress him.

I went upstairs smiling like a love stuck douche.  As i enter 'our' bedroom. His heavenly scent hit me. I closed my eyes feeling his presence in his absence. I took out one of his shirt from cupboard. Smelling, wearing, hugging and end up dancing with his shirt. Later i just scanned whole bedroom. There was nothing in bedroom that could catch my attention. It was all boring infact there was no photo frames hanging on wall. Sighing i lied on his side of bed missing him madly. Even though all i got is hatred from his side but still he was making me insane. And i was desperately wanted to fall for him more and more.

My phone rang breaking my love trance and i look for the caller.

It was Shahina. I smiled instantly receiving her call

Me: Hellllloooooo Darling.

Shahina: Ah. You sound happy.

Me: Ofcourse. There is no reason to be sad.

Shahina: Sure??

Me: Yeah baby sha. I am happy. Tell how are you?? All well without me??

Shahina: All good. Bas zara si tanha hogayi.

Me: "Band kar notanki bhencho"

Shahina: Hehehehe. How's Abheer?? Is he good to you?? And what about first night ahemm?? Did he make you go insane?

Me: Whats with you and firing questions at a time? Hold a breath Sha.

Shahina: Okay okay. Temme Everything.

Me: He is broken shahina. It will take time to heal him.

Shahina: Is he good to you??

Me: I cant really say now whether he is good to me or not.

Shahina: what about First night? Have you sorted with him out??

Me: ( I left out a chuckle before answering) First Night.

Shahina: yeah First night.

Me: Its the most entertaining thing happened to me ever.

Shahina: why you are sounding low now?? Afsha you know right? You dare to talk lie and em here right for you to break your bones.

Me: He Left me out of the mansion on our first night and when i somehow went inside keeping my self respect aside. He threatened me and i end up hitting my head on vase. That's all about my "first night"

Shahina: And here you are still saying that you couldn't  tell exactly whether he is good to you or not. Grow up Afsha

Me: I love him shahina.

Shahina: Fuck this love Afsha. If it is doing nothing good to you than it is not at all good.

Me: I have a guilt. I cant give up on him until i wont make everything normal in his life.

Shahina: Afsha. I cant literally express it to you now. That's how much I'm  desperate to break his 206 bones for hurting you.

Me: Hahah. He is my husband Shahina.

Shahina: "Isilye tho chod dia"

Me: " Me aapki ehsaanmand rahungi " hehehe

Shahina: Who else lives in home??

Me: His mom passed away when he was kid and his father don't stay with him. But but "koi jannath naam ki chudail rehti hai"

Shahina: What???

Me: Yeah. You know. I hate her so much.

Shahina: " Chodna math us chudail ko"

Me: Hahaha.

[ And the bestfriends convo continues for another hour]  

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After an stress relieving talk with shahina i entered kitchen to prepare some yummy dish.

Where an idea popped into my mind.

Umm-  Abheer lunch k liye ghar nahi aate???   I asked one of the maid who was working in kitchen

"Nahi madam" She replied shortly with a smile

Aur lunch???

Pata nahi. She said shrugging

"Aap logou ne kabhi pucha nahi unse?" I asked confused about whole thing.

"Kabhi himmath hi nahi hui madam" She said chuckling.

Dangerous Abheer. "Kis kis ko daraoge" i talked mentally

I prepared roti and kheema probably within 1 hour. After Packing the tiffin for him. I drove to AK office.

What if he insult my dish?

Bloody 'ifs' and 'buts'. Go away nervous thoughts.

I  shook my head and walked inside after parking my car.






Isn't it destiny game? Here Afsha is trying so hard to pull him out of darkness and Abheer. He is so desperate to push her in darkness.

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