Love @ First Sight

Afsha

When a guy kisses you with so much of passion. It is impossible to respond and so i did. His kiss was so electrifying that i forgot my existence. When he broke the kiss for air i felt tears rushing down the eyes.

I heard him muttered fuck.

I immediately opened my eyes but saw him gone.  

I froze there absorbing everything. Tears made its way down. I was confused on my own tears but it just flowed down without any reason.

I touched my cheeks which was still hot due to the warmness he gave me. I still felt tingles on my lips. I still felt his presence around me. I still felt his stare on me.

With my heavy heart i pushed myself from the wall and walked towards the exit.

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It was 12:30 AM now but Abheer was no where. Jannath had already arrived and when i asked her about Abheer she didn't replied and straight went to her room which irked me a lot but still composing myself i patiently waited for him.

The clock showed 2 AM now. I started feeling worried. Where he would be?? Why he is making so late today? Hope he is alright. All the questions popped into my mind but vanished all of a sudden when i saw him walking inside.

When i saw him my cheeks reddened because of the small make out we had in his office.

Wh-why so late? I dared to asked him

None of your business.. with this he walked ignoring me to the end.

You cant ignore me just like that. You cant treat me like a piece in your house. I shouted on him unexpected.

He turned as soon as he heard me and threw glass bottle on the floor just before me. I stepped backward horrified by his act.

Are you drunk? Question just slipped from my mouth when i saw glass bottle in many pieces with some liquid spread on the floor.

Are you dumb?? He asked grumpy.

What does he mean. Idiot khan. I murmured and took the glass which was on the dining

Explain. I yelled angry at him throwing glass just before him just like he did  few minutes ago and He glared at me in anger.

I was scared but i stood stiff where i was without stepping backward.

Seriously Afsha. You don't even know how the alcohol smells??  He said more like a statement than a question stepping closer to me with his eyes fixed on my lips.

It-its smells good may be that's why so many people just drag themselves to alcohol bars. I said with confidential shrug cause the liquid on the floor was smelling good.

Bullshit. He said smirking while removing his coat.

If you don't know me. Than let me tell you. I have a huge scent collection and the bottle which i threw on you was one of the scent i got to add in my scent collection. Said Abheer with his non leaving smirk

Dumb lady.  I heard him mumbled.

I never came across alcohol nor any alcoholic person. That would b great if you accept this as a  reason rather than putting me into dumb category just cause i don't know how the alcohol really smells. I said with mere fear looking into his eyes.

He stepped closer digging his eyes into mine. With that he kissed on my cheeks and i stood stunned.

My breath hitched as he leaned more closer to kiss my lips But stopped himself and turned away just like that. Like nothing was going to happen. Like nothing happened. God damn! Is he for real.

You simply cant kiss me and go away just like that. I screamed at him with the cracking voice.

He didn't turned and kept climbing the stairs.

I hate you Abheer. I shouted at him and then he stopped for a while before walking into his room as if the word hate effected him.

"Nothing will effect on a person like him. Either you have to be stone or you have to live with the stone". I heard my inner voice saying with that i moved and unknowingly  stepped on the sharp glass pieces which was on the floor.

I hissed in pain as the hot blood rushed out of the skin.

Ya rabbaaaaaa... De de koi jaan bhi agar
                                     Dilbar pe ho na,
                                     Dilbar pe ho na koi asar.

After cleaning my wound i walked with great difficulty but however i reached my room hoping Abheer to be in deep sleep.

As i opened door. The scene in front of me made me stop as i saw Abheer crying. Another nightmare?? No it wasn't cause he was talking with seema di's picture sobbing silently.

Loneliness screams and yes i was hearing it.

"It aches seema di" Says Abheer to the picture holding it tight to his chest sobbing lightly.

I watched him painfully.

Its still unbelievable that you don't exist. You know di. When i enter home i search for my happiness. Sometimes i want my old life back where we were having so much to complain about life but we sit and enjoys our company not giving shit about complains. I heard him say. His voice was cracking every time as he continues  to speaks with the picture.

Tears built up in my eyes threatening to fall but composing myself i step inside laming.

Abheer. I whispered slowly leaning towards him.

His sobs quickly went silent as he heard me.

I sat facing him and he looked other side not contacting with my eyes.

Looking at his condition my heart ached and i face palm him wanting to meet his eyes to consume his pain.

Abheer look at me. I said when i cupped his face in my palm.

Everything seem fine for few seconds when i held his face in my palm trying to console him like a normal couple but he soon pushed my hands away like my touch burnt him.

Don't pity. He said brushing away his tears and showing his harsh side.

I- i am not pitying you. I care you Abheer. I said stammering trying to hold his hand but before i could hold he stood abruptly  pushing me away.

It angered me. For how long is he going to deal with past. For how long he will push me. For how long ??  I yelled mentally

Stop it Abheer. I said as i hold his strong arms trying to put some senses in his brain.

" I know we cant be real couples. But at least we can be good to each other". I cried to him

I tried my every possible thing to prove you that I'm not at fault but no, its Enough. You treat me like a piece of paper. No Abheer. No. I am not. We girls leave our parents to live rest of life with their husband happily. Tel me what I am i doing here? I am living here just like the others maids in your house. I cried hitting him on his chest.

Isssssshhhhhhh. He hush filling the gap between us sending shiver down through my body.

I don't know whether its  your fault or not but i just cant be normal with you. Coz when i see you i remember my seema di who is no more. He said with very low voice

But-

No. Don't. With this he parted showing his index finger telling me to shut. 

Happiness is not myth Abheer. Come alive. I said and He. as usual Ignored me and my every freaking word.

A/N: Sorry readers if the chapter is not as per your expectation but i wrote in a hurry on a  hearty request on one of my lovely reader @dazzlingsaima

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