Caught in Love (NamJin) [ Edited ]

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Jin had been searching for Taehyung everywhere. He had called out to him, but the boy just walked away faster. Jin knew he was running away from his answer, who could blame him, though? Even Jin would have done the same in that situation. He really didn't want to hurt Taehyung, but delaying the answer any further will only hurt the boy more. Plus, it had already been three days.

"Hey, Jimin have you seen Taehyung? He was running this way just now." Jin asked running up to Jimin in the corner. The boy shook his head and went back to getting his books from his locker.

Jin left the boy and continued to search for Taehyung. It was getting late and class was about to start, but Jin decided Taehyung was his first priority. He went up to school management desk and asked who was the teacher for class 1B, after getting the information he headed to the staff room.

Jin had got Taehyung's schedule from his class teacher and headed straight to the gym. Taehyung had P.E this hour to Jin's relief. He didn't want Taehyung to miss any important classes.

Jin headed for the changing room. Jungkook seemed to be having the same class as he was changing as well. Jin spotted Taehyung in the corner talking to Bambam.

"-and then you should have seen Mark Hyung's face. It was red and-"

"Sorry Bam, I'm going to have to borrow him for a bit." Jin states as he barges into the conversation and grabs Taehyung's hand. He successfully managed to drag the boy out without attracting much attention.

Jin came to a halt behind the West building.

"Hyung why'd you drag me all the way here? I want to get back to class, they might think that-"

"Listen Taehyung, I will give you my answer now. Okay?" Taehyung felt his heart pang.

"God, Hyung. I told you to take your-"

"No! I've done the thinking I needed to do. So, plea-"

"Hyung I swear you don't need to answer me now, I can wait a little long-"

"Taehyung, stop running away like this. Please, I don't want to hurt you more than this, I think the faster this gets over the better for yo-"

"Better? What the heck do you know is better for me? Huh, Hyung?" Taehyung suddenly snapped, taking Jin back a little.

"Do you think I don't fucking know what your answer will be? I already do, but I can't help myself. I've tried honestly, I have. I tried to forget you when I left long back. I knew you would never see me as anything other than a brother. How do you fucking think that made me feel, Huh? I hate myself so much for putting you in this situation. Till now all you've ever done is care for me? It's because of me, you and Namjoon fought! I was honestly happy to see that at first, I thought I finally get a chance... But all I could see was the hurt and sadness in your eyes. I got so irritated with myself that things turned out like that. I thought I would be happy, but seeing you worry over him..." He stopped to look away to hide the pain his eyes were definitely giving away. Jin didn't need to see him like this.

"That just proved I don't even stand a chance. I can tell clearly that you love Namjoon, and it hurts like a motherfucking bitch! I...I- " by now Taehyung's tears were rolling down his cheek. Jin was heartbroken really, he never wanted this. He just looked to the ground taking in what Taehyung was saying.

"Jin, I just wanted you to look at me the way you looked at him. I just wanted to be able to finally hold you, kiss you and call you mine. The first day when I got here and saw Namjoon's arms around you, I felt like bursting out then and there. But sadly, I...I... thought that, you know what? That I could still try, but I was just too blind to accept that you were taken before I even got to you. I really didn't want to do this to you, Hyung. I'm sorry I put in this tight spot. And I hope w-we could still b-be friends." Taehyung stated but his voice was cracking at the end.

"Shh, Taehyung it's okay, please don't blame yourself. I'm really sorry too Tae. I'm sorry I didn't realise it before, I'm sorry I treated you like a child. But I'm sorry, I really don't want to leave Namjoon. I know things might be different after this, but I would also like to remain friends, you mean so much to me Tae and I don't want to lose you either." Jin said soothingly as he hugged Taehyung, allowing the boy to cry into his shoulder as he rubbed his back. Taehyung nodded slowly and pulled away from Jin.

"I'd like that a lot. Thank you Hyung, for everything, for always being there, for taking care of me, and for letting me love you. I really hope you work things out with Namjoon Hyung... I could tell he loves you from the way he attacked me." Taehyung stated with a sad smile, he even chuckled at the end.

"Anyway, you should go back to class now. I'll head back as well." Jin nodded and gave one last bone crushing hug to Taehyung before he turned around and walked away.

Thank you Hyung for being you, I love you.

I hope you find happiness.

Taehyung fell to the ground and silently sobbed his heart after that.

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My baby tae ∑(￣□￣;)

I'm sorry.

But how was it.

I should just stop writing, I suck so much.

[ EDITED: 19.04.2020]

P.S – Editing Joanna had literal chills. I cannot believe seventeen-year-old Joanna wrote this; I've never been so emotional in my life. Ever. Kudos to my girl.