Caught in Love (NamJin) [ Edited ]

Love You Still

Jin was in hell right now, his mind kept wondering back to the image, his head playing with it and teasing him with other imaginary images of Namjoon making love to that girl.

He had just hopped that Namjoon would come up to him and tell him that it wasn't true, but no, all the blonde did was cry. Jin push himself back toward the wall and cradled his knees between his arms and chest.

Namjoon had now fallen to the ground as well. It was a couple of minutes before he wiped his eyes and crawled up to Jin. The older only brought his knees closer when Namjoon extended his shaking hand to touch him. He didn't want Namjoon to see him, to touch him, to be near him, but he couldn't find the strength to moved or even fight back. He hadn't eaten since he saw the picture, he even avoided his friends, even Jungkook the whole day. He had no energy at all.

Jin jolted away from Namjoon's fingers, as they touched his cheek. Namjoon's heart ached, as if that was even possible, his heart was torn and burned. None the less, he still placed his hand on Jin's cheek. The older was so accustomed to it that he automatically leaned into the touch after a few seconds.

"Baby... I know you don't want me near you right now... But I want to try and explain it to you... Can I?" He waited for a response. After a couple of minutes Jin nodded slowly.

Namjoon backed himself to the wall beside Jin, he was holding Jin's fragile hand, more like gripping unto it for dear life. The gesture didn't go unnoticed by Jin. He could clearly see he wasn't the only one dishevel by this, Namjoon looked like he's suffering too, like Jin's not the only one. If Namjoon was actually willing to apologise for his mistake he would help him, he loved him too dearly to lose him.

Namjoon was staring at their joined hands when Jin got up slightly and placed himself into Namjoon's lap. The younger was taken aback for a second before his tears started to fall once more. At that moment, Jin knew Namjoon regretted it. All his anger and pain was drowned by his love for the broken boy in front of him.

Jin gently rubbed the tears falling from Namjoon's eyes and kissed his cheek and pecked his lips lovingly. He then brought Namjoon's face to be levelled with his.

"Baby, I already know... what you did. You don't have to explain, I know you wouldn't hurt me. Were you drunk?" Namjoon's tears started falling again. This boy was a gift. A precious angel. He slowly nodded as more tears fell.

"It's... It's okay, then... I don't hate you. Do you regret it?"

Namjoon shook his head violently.

"Baby... You don't have any idea, h-how sorry I am... I swear, I wish I, I didn't do it... I wish I didn't even go for that fucking party. I wish I could take back time... Even though I don't remember anything... And... And... I'm just so s-ssorry!" He clung unto Jin's shirt sobbing into it.

The older wrapped his arms around the boy lovingly and kissed his head.

"I forgive you, Love... I forgive you... I love you so much... Please, baby stop crying." Jin begged and tried to calm Namjoon down. The boy looked up at Jin. His eyes holding so many emotions, he caressed Jin's cheek and slowly moved forward to kiss Jin.

It wasn't long, it was a sweet, loving and apologetic kiss.

"Thank you, I, I... Never want to lose you, baby... I promise to love and cherish only you from now on.... I love you so much... and, and no one will be able to take your place in my heart." Namjoon sincerely said before Jin reconnect their lips again.

Thank you, thank you for being mine... I love you.

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If you think life works out after that, psfth we'll see 😥😤😘

[EDITED: 23.04.2020]