Caught in Love (NamJin) [ Edited ]

No Matter What, I'll Still Love You!

Namjoon woke up to a pink sky.

Ha, Jin loves pink.

Wait... What the fuck!

He shot up and turned to his left. Jin sat there staring at his hands looking very lost in thought.

"Jinnie, why didn't you wake me up, baby?" Namjoon hugged/fell on Jin. Namjoon's voice was husky, but that didn't pass Jin one bit. He was still staring at his hands. Namjoon raised a brow and looked at Jin's hands. His phone was in between them, funny. Wasn't it in his pocket?

"Baby, why are you staring at my phone?" Namjoon added a kiss to Jin's cheek in an extra attempt to grab his attention.

Nothing, still nothing. Jin was so lost in thought and he hated it every bit.

"Princess, what happened?" Namjoon finally turned Jin's face to him with his hand. Namjoon froze, Jin was emotionless, his eyes weren't their bubbly beauty, it was lost and empty for some reason. It scared Namjoon, he started to panic, something definitely happened!

"Baby, what's wrong? Please tell me, you're scaring me. You look so lost right now. Baby, please?" Namjoon pulled Jin into a hug before pulling him into his lap facing him, ignoring the weird looks and comments of the few people who passed them.

A single tear rolled down Jin's cheek and he looked down. Namjoon's heart broke. Why was his Jinnie crying?

"Baby, please. Tell me what going on? I don't want to see my beautiful princess cry, please look at me and tell me what happened." Namjoon snaked his arms around Jin's waist and looked up at him.

"P-Pregnant." Jin nearly choked out inaudibly before more tears started to flow and he hickuped and sniffled.

"What baby? Who's pregnant? What are you talking about?" Namjoon asked softly trying not to trigger anything.

"The g-girl. T-The o-one y-you, y-you s-slept with. S-she's p-pregnant. S-she- called t-to tell y-you." Jin whispered through his sobs and hicks.

It took a second to register into Namjoon's head. Pregnant...

Pregnant!

Namjoon's soul left his body.

This can't fucking be happening!

"W-Wha-at?" Namjoon could barely speak. His throat had dried up the moment he processed the sentence.

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"Um, Hello. Namjoon's not her-"

"O-Oppa I'm pregnant! " Jin whole existence literally stopped on heading the girl from the other end of the line.

"Uh, who is this?" Jin's hands were shaking, hoping, praying she had the wrong number...

"W-Who are you? Isn't t-this Namjoon's number?"

Please don't be...

"Y-Yes this is his number... He's not able to answer right now... So, who are you?" the last bit came out like a squeak.

"This is Ha Rin. And who might you be?" Jin was silent for a moment, should he tell her who he was?

"I'm Kim Seokjin, Namjoon's boyfriend... May I ask why you contacted him?" Jin had heard it clearly the first time, but he just wanted her to change the answer.

"Oh, Oh- I'm sorry... I got to go now. Thank-"

"No! Wait... Please tell me. Are you the girl from the party that- Um, you know? Did things with him?"

There was a small pause on the other end.

"Did he tell you? ... I'm really sorry abou-"

"P-Please don't apologise ... I just want to clarify that's all"

"Yes... I am her... J-Jin... I mean, Jin Oppa, can I call you that? I'm really sorry... We were both drunk and-"

"It's okay, please don't tell me anymore... What's done is done, it's in the past... Now about the reason you called?" Jin tried to sound sweet and calm, but on the inside, he was literally breaking.

"I-I don't know if I should be talking to you about this Oppa... I mean not in a bad way... But like-"

"It's okay, you can tell me... Please?" Jin was controlling his voice as the tears started to well up in his eyes.

"O-Okay... I was planning on an abortion... And-"

"What? Are you crazy?... I-I mean- I'm sorry... Forget, that." If he was a girl, he would gladly have Namjoon's baby, no matter what.

"No, it okay Oppa, I was thinking that at first, but then I decided to keep it." And somehow that broke Jin completely. He felt his heart shatter. Sure, he wanted the baby to live and all... But the child was with someone else...

"Oh. Reall,y that's great.... " Jin said softly as the tears rolled down, he quickly rubbed them away and smiled sadly, as if she could see him.

"Um... okay... Thanks, Oppa... Can you tell Joon Oppa to call me when he's free, please? I'd like to discuss it with him too... Please, thank you." With that the call was cut.

Joon Oppa....

Joon Oppa...

Joon Oppa..

Joon Oppa.

Joon Oppa

The name resounded in his head... Namjoon could belong to someone else?

The way she called him was as if they were engaged. Well seeing that they would now have a child together...

Was this okay? Can his heart take this? Would he be okay? Would he be okay with Namjoon having a child with another human? Was Jin even needed in the picture? Did he have a role in that family? Sure, Namjoon said he loved him and would never leave him... But did that matter now? A part of Namjoon was being recreate with someone else... So, would he need Jin anymore... Would Jin be cast aside like a used toy later on?

Would he even be wanted after this?

His mind was drowned, his heart was being tortured, his eyes were overflowing and his being was being slowly crushed by all the possibilities.

No. I will stay, even if he throws me away after this... I will stay. I won't leave until he kicks me out himself. I will support him even when he's with them... I can't leave him... He's my life source... My everything... I'll suffer and take it all... Just to be with him... Be beside him... Be able to hold his hand... And tell him I love him... Even if he gets fed-up of hearing it... I will say it... I will continue...

Continue to love him.

There's no one else.

Just him.

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Shut this chapter got depressing as hell!!

But don't worry I have evil things planned for the future..

Muhuhahahhaahha

U can't stop me * insert Kung Fu Panda last fight with Tai long * ..... If you laughed tell me.

Jk I know you didn't.

Is that how you even spell his name?? Tai long?
Tell me that too.

Anyway thanks for reading.....

Lovez ya

Gotta go study now!!!!!

Blasting off again....

Bye

[EDITED: 25.04.2020]