Caught in Love (NamJin) [ Edited ]

Horribly Written Fluff

Jin was freaking out, Namjoon had texted him saying he would be here in ten minutes, half an hour ago. Jin was starting to panic, what if something happened to him? Was he okay? Did he get in a fight? Where was he?

He kept pacing around his room fidgeting with his fingers. There was a knock on the door, so he immediately shuffled to close the window and opened the door expecting to see one of his family members, but was immediately pulled by the waist into the arms of his perfect boyfriend. Jin eyes widened and he began to panic again, seeing as to him being in the house, which was not allowed!

His body was instantly calmed down when he felt Namjoon's lips over his. It was just like the first time they kissed, he instantly forgot everything, where he was, what he wanted to say, everything. He wrapped his arms around Namjoon's neck to deepen the kiss.

The couple started walking backwards into the room, Namjoon managed to shut the door with his foot as they made their way to Jin's bed. They both fell on the bed, still not detaching themselves from each other. Namjoon's hands gripped Jin's hips as he slowly pulled away.

Jin's pants (his breath not clothes) came out erratically. Namjoon smiled and pecked his nose.

"Hey baby." He said sweetly. Jin smiled, completely forgetting about reality.

"Hey... " Jin replied twirling his fingers in Namjoon's blond hair. He was looking up at him in full adoration.

"Your mom knows." Jin suddenly was brought back to reality, he jerked Namjoon away and his eyes were starting to tear up.

Namjoon let out a small chuckle and went to kiss his lover's tears away.

"Don't worry, she was cool with it. She said she was taking the kids out so you and me could be together." Namjoon said as he caressed Jin's cheek.

It took a second for Jin to process it, but he did eventually. He slowly wrapped his arms back around Namjoon's neck and gave him a small kiss on the cheek.

"Well, in that case... Can we continue what we were doing, please?" He added puppy dog eyes for charmers' effect and it worked.

Namjoon plunged into Jin's face and started eating his lips hungrily. His arms made their way around Jin's waist as he pulled him closer to his body, slightly lifting him off the bed. Jin smirked into the kiss, he knew how to get Namjoon rolling.

Namjoon moved his hands lower until they were resting on Jin's as, he gave them a tight squeeze and Jin jerked up. Seeing the opportunity, he shoved his tongue into Jin's mouth, abusing his tongue.

The kiss was slowly getting needy, Namjoon was starting to rut against Jin's thighs, and the older was moaning away as Namjoon started leaving marks on his neck. Namjoon's hands went under Jin's shirt making the boy instantly jerk away.

Both boys were shocked by Jin's actions. Jin was scrambling for an explanation, but Namjoon silenced him with a sweet peck on his nose.

"I'm sorry, baby. I wasn't thinking. I know you're still a little shaken up... I won't do it again."

Jin was looking for words to reply, but he knew better, he didn't want Namjoon to apologize, but he also knew that he was still taken back by the incident. He wasn't ready to be touched in that way just yet. He slowly nodded and kissed Namjoon's cheek.

"I'm sorry... I'll try my best next time." Jin's voice was shaking, he was on the verge of crying. The memories weren't something that could be taken from him, so he had to take his time and get used to it.

"If there's anyone that needs to be sorry, It's me. It was all my fault. I'm sorry baby, you don't need to apologize for anything. You were the angel you always have been, it's just I'm the stupid irrational human that sadly fell in love with you and wants you all to myself." Jin chuckled a little. "I should have been there for you... But I wasn't... And -and I know I really don't deserve you. Not even one bit... But I want you and only you. I know I'm being selfish, but I can't help it. You've totally captivated me. I promise I won't let anything happen to you from now on, okay. I will be right beside you and I'll ensure that no one touches you. I'll try to win your dad back on my side too, so then we won't have to hide anymore. I love you so much, you know that right. I will do anything for you baby, anything." Namjoon was getting really emotional at this point. Jin could notice how his hands were slightly shaking around his waist.

Jin knew Namjoon would keep his words. He knew he could trust in Namjoon. He knew that he wouldn't be able to live without the younger. He knew that if Namjoon left, he wouldn't be able to do life anymore.

Jin smiled as he reached up to place a kiss on Namjoon's forehead.

"I know baby, I know. I love you too. With all my heart I do." He then pulled the boy into a hug as they laid there in his bed, for what seemed like hours.

Just in each other's embrace.

I love you princess

I love you too.

[EDITED: 27.04.2020]