Human!FNAF And Night Guards X Reader - Taking Requests

Not Too Late- Mike X Depressed!Reader

Trigger warning: Self harm, suicidal thoughts/actions

Today hasn't been very fun. Dad was at work all day, as per usual. Mother was worse... I tried being a good daughter, I really tried. I made sure no emotion whatsoever entered my voice, and I never talked back. But she wanted me to grab something that was next to her while I was doing homework, so I told her where it was... She flipped. She called me rude, lazy, worthless, etc. I said sorry over and over, but she never listened... Don't self harm, YN. Mike would break.

You sighed, then put your journal and pen away, opting to listen to music to calm yourself instead. It was just past midnight, and you couldn't fall asleep due to the stress from earlier. It was quiet traumatic... You had felt numb and exhausted after the ordeal. Pain had seemed better than being numb. But you had promised your best friend to never hurt yourself as long as he doesn't overwork himself. You cared for one another more than even best friends. Neither of you just hadn't admitted your feelings yet.

You were eventually lulled to sleep by Pain by Three Days Grace, which quite matched your mood... Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain, I like it rough. 'Cuz I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all~

~Time skip brought to you by my awesome new dark blue lipstick~

You sat at your desk, your laptop in front of you, glaring harshly in the dark room. Her words echoed in your head. "You lazy, selfish girl! You can't do anything right! You'll amount to nothing!" You were numb, your heart too broken to function. You gripped at your own arms, nails digging in. You felt like a wild animal, trapped in a cage. The cage was your own skin. 

Suddenly, you dragged your nails down your arms, leaving behind red lines. The lines burned. The burning amazing compared to the numbness. You grinned in a sinister fashion. But, as the lines faded, you realized what you had just done. You gasped, then looked back at your laptop, which showed the group chat on Skype going along as normal. Mike, Gilberta, and Star were asking where you went.

 "I'm here," you typed. "Just... I need to talk. Can anyone call?" Mike and Gilberta said that they could, but Star was with her family. Once you clicked the call button and heard the up-beat ringtone, you checked the mirror to make sure you didn't look too bad. Silence, then Gilberta's heavy German accent. "YN! Are jou ok!?" You looked at the screen to see her worried eyes and long white hair. Mike's screen was loading still. "I'm not ok..." you murmured. Suddenly, Mike's screen popped up. "Hey, YN, what happened?" he asked. He was sitting in his living room, his blue eyes focused on the tablet screen and messy brown hair tamed by a gray beanie. 

You were too shaky to speak. Slowly, you typed, "ihurtmyself". The two teens gasped. Gilberta had tears forming in her red eyes and was covering her mouth. Mike's mouth was slightly agape as he stared at the screen. After a moment of awkward silence, Gilberta cried, "YN! I AM ZO ZORRY!" She started muttering in German. Mike took he beanie off, leaned back, ran his fingers though his hair, then took a deep breath. You looked away from the screen, feeling horrible. "YN," Mike stated, his voice deeper than usual. You slowly looked back. "You can't hurt yourself. It will only get worse. Please, lovely, don't. If not for yourself, then for me, Gil, and Star."

You took a shaking breath. "I know. I'm sor-" Gilberta interrupted you. "Don't zay zorry to uz. Zay zorry to jourzelf." You nodded, now barely holding back tears.

After a moment of silence broken only by shuddering breaths, Gilberta had to leave the call to go to sleep after her mother told her to. After she left, it was just you and Mike. "...Y/N? How are you?" He asked carefully. "...I'm not about to hurt myself? Better than a few minutes ago, at least," you replied. "That's good," he said in a tired voice.

"Hey, Y/N... I need to tell you something." He looked away from the screen for a moment. "Yes?" You asked, awaiting his answer. "I... er... I really like you... Dammit. Y/N, I love you and I don't want you to hurt yourself. It breaks my heart to not be able to do a damn thing about what you're going through, but I swear to the skies that I will help you as best as I can. I know it's not too late to save you. It's never too late," Mike stated. You just sat for a moment, taking in what the boy just told you. "Mike, I..." You took a deep breath.

"I love you too."

THIS TOOK FOREVER CUZ SCHOOL GOT IN THE WAY. But hey, at least it's finally done! Now to find inspiration for the next chapter...