Castiel walked around Bobby's car dump, thinking about you and Sam. Even though Crowley had managed to knock him off guard and steal his vessel, Castiel saw you two laying together. That filled him with an unfamiliar feeling he identified as jealousy. Castiel had urges that he had never had before. When he had kissed you he acted on impulse and not rationality. Which your reaction had been yelling at your father. He had pieced together that there was not something correct about your story. How could Matt have had Remiel's angel blade? Matt was not Remiel. Could it be that Remiel had possessed you? Castiel didn't know, but he wanted to find out. There were so many things to find out. Why was your blood so addictive? Days after he had licked the blood off your face it was all he could think about.
"I suggest that I continue to keep these.. 'Emotions' to myself..." Castiel mumbled before flying to your motel room. He knocked three times on your door, attempting to not intrude on your private quarters. Jay opened the door and smiled, tilting her head.
"Um... H.. Hey Cas..." Jay said awkwardly, and rubbed her arm nervously.
"Hello Jay... It's good to see you in better condition... That shirt is... Fitting.." Castiel replied, trying to compliment her.
"Who's there?" You called from the bathroom before you walked out next to her. You smiled when you reached the door.
"Hey Cas!" You grinned and opened the door wider. Castiel seemed to stand a little taller, half smiling at you.
"Hello (Y/N)." Castiel replied as you hugged him. You two talked alot more from when he rescued you from hell. It was only a few days to him but it was over a month in hell. For a strange reason you and Jay couldn't remember most of your time locked up and when you did it was blurry.
"I was... Informed that you two were given permission to watch the large TV.." Castiel implied, raising an eyebrow to you to see if he was correct. You nodded.
"Yes, the movies... You wanna go too?" You asked him and dragged him into the motel room.
"I would enjoy to accompany the two of you." Castiel replied, smiling very lightly. You beamed and went back into the bathroom, about 10 minutes later you came back with wet hair and a full outfit except for a shirt. Castiel fought to keep his eyes off you. You were the most beautiful creature he had ever seen. This strange feeling grew in the pit of his stomach as you went to your closet and grabbed two shirts.
"Cas, Jay... Which shirt do you guys like?" You asked and looked between the two of them.
"Huh?" Castiel asked, your words snapping his attention back. You laughed and held up the shirts.
"I believe the turquoise bring out the pigment of your eyes... It reflects well." Castiel suggested before he looked at Jay.
"Couldn't have put it in better words." Jay chuckled and changed into a shirt that said 'Falling in Reverse'. Castiel tilted his head at her shirt.
"You do realize that such an act- to defy gravity- is likely impossible?" Castiel asked her, staring at the strange shirt.
"Yes, Cas... It's the uh.. Its the name of a band."
"A band... As in the rubbed that is used to tie?" Castiel replied. Jay chuckled.
"No, the band that makes music for people."
When the three of you went to leave, Castiel had trouble getting in the back. You and Jay covered your mouths and laughed before you explained to him how to get in. He grinned self-consciously and managed to climb in.
When you three went to the movie theater and sat down Jay and Castiel were on either sides. Your arms were on the arm rests, palms up. As you stared at the movie Castiel continuously glanced at your hand. He was confused. Sam had watched a movie in which the male grasped hands with the girl. Is that what he should do in that situation? He decided he would try. He gently laid his hand on yours, closing his fingers in with yours. You glanced down and slowly closed your fingers. Emotions besides happy and sadness weren't aloud in your brain. It was obvious that your blood had done something to him. When he wasn't hunting with Sam and Dean he would check in on you. You were comforted by his aura. Being around him made you nervous and calm at the same time. But what if he only wanted your blood? What if he wanted to use you like your father? Your hand tensed as you were thrown into a flashback.
~ Warning ~
Your father towered over you. Your mom was in the corner beaten bloody.
"M... Mommy." You whimpered, cowering before your father.
"Daddy pwease..." You begged as he kicked you in the stomach. You were thrown back into a wall, blood dripping from the corner of your mouth.
"I told you not to call me that!" He yelled, taking a long stride to you. He picked you up and pulled at your pants.
"N-no!" You cried, struggling. He slapped you across the face and held you down on the floor. You cried and screamed.
"(Y/N)! (Y/N)!" Castiel called, bringing you back to the surface. You took a deep breath in and grabbed onto Castiel. He wrapped his arms around you quickly as you began to cry. Jay gently stroked your hair.
"Shh... It's okay... It wasn't real.. We'll protect you.." Jay whispered as Castiel rocked you back and forth. He held you protectively as you gripped his coat so tightly your knuckles turned red.
"Don't let him get me," You cried, "Not again..."
"I swear to my father that I will never let that man hurt you again.." Castiel vowed, kissing you on the top of the head. Castiel stood up with you in his arms. He carried you to the truck, sitting in the back with you in his arms. He cradled you as Jay sat in the front and drove back to the motel. You held him in silence as he carried you to bed.
"I am sincerely sorry for triggering your memory." Castiel said softly, laying you down. Jay quickly went on a supply run to get ice packs, bandages, and things of the sort. You held onto Castiel tightly, making him lay down next to you. You fell asleep cradled in Castiel caring arms.
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Blood (Castiel X Reader)
Hayran KurguWhen your mother is mysteriously murdered by demons and you're raised by a hunter from the age of ten, what could go wrong? After Matt is killed you turn to his only friend, Dean Winchester. His brother and his Angel both sense something about your...
