Blood (Castiel X Reader)

Chapter 21

Gabriel, pulled as hard as he could.

"I'm not leave with out you... Stop fighting me." His ordered, rolling his eyes in annoyance. Finally, she let go, allowing him to pull her free.

"We have work to do."

Castiel felt guilty. It wasn't his place to show you what could have been. He wanted to give in. He wanted to be yours, but it wasn't right. He managed to avoid you the next week and stay with the boys. He would check in on you as you fell asleep then leave quickly. He needed to find a way to change things. Finally you caught him checking in on you, you were angry.

"Where have you been for the last week?... Where were you when I was crying over a nightmare and needed someone to hold on to?" You asked him, hurt and anger in your voice.

"We can answer that said." Said a male voice from behind you. You turned around, seeing the girl from the mirror next to him.

"Hey (Y/N)... You miss me?" She asked, a light and happy smile on her face.

"Gabriel..." Castiel said lowly. You suddenly collapsed, screaming loudly. Both your hands clung to your head as you rolled back and forth.

"NO, NO, NO... IT'S NOT REAL!.. MAKE IT.. STOP!" You screamed. Everything Castiel had made you forget was flashing before your eyes. Your father, your mother, Matt, Jay everything. It was all so painful, tears sprung to your eyes and over your cheeks. Suddenly you were thrown into a quiet unconscious.

"What were you thinking Gabriel?... She will be in a coma until she can fight through her memories." Castiel almost growled at his older brother. Jay stared at the two, just listening.

"Remiel is her father.." Gabriel stated, looking down at you. Castiel gasped very quietly, locking eyes with his brother.

"She's the girl I saved... When I found Remiel he'd been... Abusing her for years... She was six and he beat her and did unimaginable things... He got his just desserts, believe me..." Gabriel explained, sitting on the end of the bed. His usually fun and joking demeanor was much more serious one.

"That would explain why her blood is addictive... It has grace flowing through it." Castiel thought out loud, looking at your sleeping face.

"What have I done?"

You looked at the body of Matt, the shifter beside him. This time something was different, the shifter was coming toward you. You managed to cut through your binds just like before. You jumped up, noticing a frown on the shifter's face.

"Youre starting to notice, yes?That it's deja vu. That it's different. But haven't you realized it yet? This is a dream... And I'm the part of you that remembers all the beatings... All the blood and screams... The pain... That's all me..." She said, sliding the knife over to you.

"What are you doing?" You asked, picking up the knife. You raised your eyebrow suspiciously.

"Well.... To absorb me you have to kill me... But these memories... You won't want to have back." She whispered, taking a step towards you. You held the knife tightly, looking at the floor with sadness in your eyes.

"This isn't real... None of this is..." You whispered, looking up at her.

"It is but a fable in your head." She replied poetically.

"I'm.. I'm sorry.." You whispered, stabbing her through the throat. You quickly slashed it to each side, decapitating her. After a few seconds her body took on a misty shape and was absorbed into you. You fell to your knees, crying again.

"Oh... Oh god.." You whimpered, throwing up. You screamed at the pain and disgust that hit you, but just as quickly as it you it  was gone. You managed to stumble up and out of the sewer, only a few notches on the latter to being out. The scene suddenly changed into a densely wooded area. You looked around and managed to see a girl dart around a tree. You quickly climbed up the rest of the latter, running after her.

"Hey! Wait!" You yelled. As you ran bullet's exploded the tree right next to you. About the height of your head.

"Just go away! Leave me alone!" The girl screamed. She was the next piece, you could feel it. You followed her very quietly, allowing her to believe she was alone. She ran and ran, always turning around and checking for you. Finally, she stopped at a large cave, graviously camouflaged. As if a light  switched had been flicked the sun suddenly set and it was night. You looked around wildly, your eyes adjusting to he dark. When your eyes adjusted you walked to the side of the cave, slowly seeing her and slipping inside. You snuck up behind her, standing over the girl as she pulled out a pistol. She aimed right at your head.

"I told you to go away." She growled, cocking it.

"Which one are you?" You asked, holding your hands up in surrender.

"I'm the one that holds your repressed emotions... The fear you feel for everyone... The grief of all the ones you've lost... The anger and depression at your life... Your feelings for Castiel.." She ended the last part with a small smirk.

"No.. I don't have feelings for Cas.." You replied, shaking your head.

"You can't lie to me.. I hold your repressed emotions.. You're scared to love Castiel for fear he'll be killed... You think you're cursed." She said, standing up.

"Maybe you're right," You said, dropping your arms, "Maybe I'm scared to love because everyone I've ever cared for is dead.." You snarled very quietly.

"But that's.. Where you're wrong." She said, grinning lightly. You jumped at her, grabbing the gun and tackling her. You aimed the gun at her head and pulled the trigger before she could say anymore. As you walked out of the cave everything hit you. Your repressed emotions came to the surface. You fell to your knees and sobbed before another memory hit you. Jay was alive. Slowly you quieted your tears, wiping them away. You completely pulled yourself together and stood up, looking for the last piece.

"Gabriel, she's still not awake... It's been days... She needs to eat." Castiel said, holding your hand. Jay held your other hand and Gabriel continued to sit at the end of the bed.

"I don't know... We have to wait and see."

Your scene changed to a familiar one of a cabin-like house. You opened the door and looked at yourself, soaked in blood.

"Figured you'd be coming soon, doll face." She greeted, twirling her machete in her hand.

"You're the last piece... So who are you?"

"Oh no! You don't remember me? Im wounded!" She mocked, placing a dramatic hand over her heart.

"I'm crazy.. I'm the part who took over when Jay died... I did actually ran our body for a short while.. I tortured and murdered that vamp.. I got drunk and high.. I'm the one who scared Castiel so bad he left.. And for your sake you had better kill me fast." She giggled, twirling around like a mad man.

"And why?" You asked, eyeing her suspiciously.

"Because if not, you're dead!" She laughed and threw herself on you. You hadn't even the time to raise your gun. She held your arms down with her legs, punching you across the face. Back and forth, back and forth she hit you until you were barely holding onto consciousness. She grabbed your gun from off the floor and put the barrel to your head.

"Sorry sweetie... Your game's up!" She laughed. She squeezed the trigger and your closed you eyes. Suddenly light hit your eyelids and she slumped on top of you.

"(Y/N).... (Y/N)!" Castiel called. You opened your eyes and you were back at the motel, all three of them watching you closely.

"I remember."