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Somin's POV

" So basically , EXO is having a comeback soon . " My best friend , Yu Jihyun said . I nod , " After the whole one hour of explaining , your trying to say that EXO is having a comeback . " I nod .

Just then , I saw 2 familiar girls ran past us .

" Isn't that Yoona and Chaeyeon ? " Jihyun nod , I looked towards the direction Yoona and Chaeyeon ran , " By The way , Did you know our class is having a new student ? "

" Really ? But i only Care about EXO ! " Jihyun smacked me , " Stop fangirling over EXO , my dear friend . " I glared at her , " That will never happen , my dear friend . " I placed my hand on her shoulder .

Suddenly my phone rang .

Y - Somin-ah ! There's an EXO Merchandise sales at the store in front of Kaffe Kafe !
S - Are you serious ?!
Y - YES SO COME NOW !

I Hanged up and pulled Jihyun to the shop Yoona is talking about.

" Here ! " I found the limited edition EXO Album , i was about to reach it when Another hand grabbed it . " Your a dude ! Be a gentleman ! " He shook his head .

" I'm buying this for a reason . " I raised my brows and stared at him , " And What's that reason ? " He just walked away with that Limited Edition Album !

I chased after him so basically we are chasing each other around the mall which caused some shoppers to glare at us .

But apparently i got distracted and That guy managed to get away.

Jisung's POV

Some Crazy woman chased after me for an EXO Album , I wonder how big of a fan is she .

" Omma , I'm home and i bought what you wanted . " I passed the albums to her . Yes i bought more than one album .

Omma smiled at me , " I'm really proud of you , Despite the fact that you hate EXO , you went to buy the album . "

I nod and went to the bedroom .

I looked over at my desk , " Hyung , Why must you leave us for your dream ? "

Ever Since my Hyung left to pursue his dream , The house became quiet , like Really quiet . He left Omma , Appa and I alone in the house , Without any Note or anything .

Only before he debuted , He called us to inform us . That's when i started to Hate EXO , For stealing My Hyung away .

But for some reason , My hyung seemed happy . I should be happy for him but thinking that his not by my side like how he used to be , being there for me when i need help .

He used to tell me to find him when i'm sad but now , His phone is always busy and i became isolated . The feeling of sadness engulfed me .

My life became Black And White .

I went to take a shower and put on my Dance Shirt and i went to the dance academy near to my house .

Walking in makes me sick . Girls are looking down at their phones , looking at EXO's pictures and videos , What they have no idea is that someone in EXO sacrifice their family just to be there . And their family is split .

My family started to have financial issues due to the fact that my dad became over stressed out . My brother used to work too , along with my mom and dad , that's why we have sufficient amount of money .

" Alright let's do some warm ups before starting . " The coach told us , I started doing stretches on my own and i felt my muscles loosen a little .

We had an assignment last week where we have to learn a KPOP dance and I chose EXO's Growl even though i hate exo .

I started dancing and one of the student suddenly said something which caused me to flinch .

" You reminds me of one of the EXO's Member ! "

Everyone started murmuring among themselves .

I don't want to resemble him .

I don't want me to remind others of him .

My Brother had always been well-liked by others while i'm just an awkward little chick that needs to depend on others .

I went back to sit on the floor watching others cover of Their chosen KPOP song . Amount of EXO's Songs being played is unbelievable .

After Dance ended , I went home to receive the worst news ever .

Your changing to Hangang High school tomorrow .

I've just started to adapt to my environment , since i'm pretty isolated now . No one dares to talk to me since i'm always glaring at them .

No one dares to approach me , Including the teachers . Because i look cold .

No one dares to Even stare at me , Since i'm always alone and rumours has it that i'm evil and stuff .

I wanted to make friends but i don't have the confidence to , no one understands me . No one . Not even my Parents , Not even Hyung , Not even Me .

Sometimes , I just wanted to scream out loud . But i just can't , I'm too scared that if i were to say out all of my thoughts , i would be a burden .

My parents are already struggling and if i told them my problems , i would be adding on their workload . But i have no one to talk to , I have no friends .

The only resort i have is to dance .

I expressed my emotions through dance , Whenever i'm sad , I would dance . Dancing calms me down , It made me feel Like i've finally found a place that i belong .

Dancing - When you dance , your purpose is not to get to a certain place on the floor . It's to enjoy each step along the way .

~ Wayne Dyer

6th March 2017