Dirty little secret [C]

Chapter twelve: Coffee

Chris's head felt heavy as he woke up. He clung to the body under him, fear and loneliness overtaking him. He didn't understand what was wrong and was scared. He stiffened, feeling a hand rub his back. "You're okay." Chris relaxed at the sound of Kuza's voice. He clung to his shirt.

"I called your work. They said it's okay for you to take a few days off." Kuza murmured. "I didn't understand what you meant by Ricky so I ended up calling him and asking. He's worried about you. Apparently you never get sick so he didn't really believe me when I said you were."

"I-I..."

"Don't speak. I'm afraid you'll break down again. Just about every time you tried to speak you cried. What we gotta do is get you better." Kuza chuckled Chris slowly nodded, pushing himself up. "Where you going?"

"Bathroom." Chris whispered. "Gotta pee."

"Okay sweetie." Kuza smiled at him.

Chris quickly did his business, frowned as he slowly washed his hands. He couldn't stop shaking. He let out a soft whimper rushing back to Kuza. He whined, jumping on top of the man.

"are you okay?!"

"Why am I like this?!" Chris sobbed in his neck.

"It's not you. It's subdrop."

"Wh-what's that?"

"What we did caused a really high level of endorphins and some other fun chemicals in your brain, but they're not so fun when they leave. I didn't think you'd get subdrop drop from such a vanilla playtime. At least vanilla for me. I should've been thinking about you and I wasn't."

"Th-This is y-your fault?" Chris stuttered.

"No..."

"You did this." He whispered. Chris quickly pushed himself off the bed, glaring at Kuza. "It's your fault I can't stop crying and I-I feel like this! Yours!"

"No!" Kuza stated, a bit louder Han he intended. He stood up, easily pinning Chris against he wall. "I'm not the complete reason. I should've explained this to you but I didn't because we weren't doing anything drastic. You didn't get a drop the first time we messed around so I didn't expect it this time.

It must've been because you were expecting this. You had time to get excited and shit. I'm sorry. I know there's no way to make up for this but don't get scared of playing with me over this. We can make an aftercare kit together okay? This won't be as bad next time."

Chris sniffled, wiping his cheeks. He wrapped his arms around Kuza's neck, letting out a shaky sigh. "I'm sorry I yelled."

"I yelled too." Kuza whispered.

"Kuza... Are we together?"

"Yes. Why?"

"Wanted to make sure."

"You're so fucking cute." Kuza chuckled. "Come on. We can go out for a coffee."

"I'd like that."

**exterminate**

Chris slowly sipped at his Starbucks, blushing as Kuza seemed to be staring at him. He knew the man was just lost in thought. Chris gently kicked Kuza's shin, chilling when the model jumped.

"What was that for?"

"Not paying attention to me." Chris murmured.

"Hm. Attention whore. That's what you are."

"I know."

They fell into a comfortable silence. It wasn't long until it was interrupted by a short goth boy walking up to their table.

"Your Kuza." The boy muttered.

Kuza looked up at his name, slightly annoyed. "Yeah."

"I-I... I like your work." The boy whispered. Kuza's gaze softened, smiling at him.

"Thank you. It's nice to know people still like me." He chuckled. The boy bit his lip, looking at his feet. "Is there something you wanted to ask me?"

"N-No... I just wanted-wanted... You're really handsome is all." The muttered before hurrying off.

Kuza turned to Chris, gently grabbing his hand. "Sorry."

"Don't be." Chris whispered. "I understand."

"I think it's time I told you something." Kuza stated as he stood up. "More like showed you something."

"Please tell me it's not a porno."

"And if it is?"

"Slightly turned on." Chris chuckled. "Still sad though."

"Hm. You've gotten over this quicker than I thought you would."

"Can I see your porno? I bet you're sexy."

"Give me one good reason."

"Research."

Kuza leaned down next to Chris's ear. "If I let you watch and you jack off then you gotta let me watch that understand little boy." Kuza chuckled as he placed a hand over Chris's cock.

"Y-Yes sir." Chris whispered.

"I bet you love the idea of me fucking another man hm? Is that why you want to watch so bad? Wanna see my cock deep inside some little twink?" Chris quickly nodded, gripping Kuza's vest. "If you feel better by tonight maybe. Let's get going, I have a meeting with the agency to renew my contract."

Chris nodded as he followed Kuza out to his car. He blushed as Kuza buckled him in, looking down at his feet. The dominant gently kissed Chris, smiling at him.

"Don't hide your face. You're beautiful."

"Only you think that." Chris sighed.

"No plenty of people do. Now let's get going. If I'm late they'll eat everything without me." Kuza chuckled.