Dirty little secret [C]

Chapter nineteen: You

Chris woke up, alone. He let out a soft sigh as he pushed himself to his feet. He frowned at the clock. It had to be wrong. He couldn't have slept a whole day away. Chris hurried downstairs, his eyes wide as he caught sight of Ryan's and Kuza making breakfast. He rushed to Kuza, tackling the man in a hug.

"Fuck." Kuza groaned. "You shouldn't do that baby."

"Don't leave me alone again."

"I'm sorry Chrissy. I thought we'd be back before you woke up." Kuza sighed. He struggled to his feet. Chris wrapped his legs around Kuza's waist, closing his eyes.

"Is he okay?" Ryan murmured. Chris slowly looked at him. "That wasn't creepy at all Chris."

"I'm... Hungry." Chris whispered, small tears forming. "I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to worry either of you and-and..." Chris broke off in a sob, burying his face in Kuza's neck.

"You're okay sweetie. No one blames you." Ryan reassured him, gently rubbing his back. "I made some eggs. Want some?"

"Yeah." Chris nodded. Kuza walked to the dining room, sitting Chris at the table. He sat next to him, Ryan bring three plates of food. Chris smiled at the sight, shaking his head. "Thank you."

Chris frowned as Kuza fed him. He wasn't complaining, it somehow made him feel better. Chris closed his eyes after the fifth bite, turning his face from Kuza. Chris felt guilt as he looked at the mostly full plate.

"I can't." He whispered, letting out a whimper. "I'm sorry!"

"Shush." Ryan whispered. "You ate. That's all that matters to us."

"Mhm." Kuza nodded. "We don't want you to hurt yourself by eating to much." Chris sniffled, looking up at him. "Chris, can I ask you something?"

"Yeah."

"Are you a uh... Little?"

Chris froze, twisting the urge to run off. He quickly covered his face, shaking his head. He didn't have a good experience with his last caregiver. Chris took a deep breath, slowly looking up.

"No." He whispered. "I-I'm not."

"I think that reaction tells us something different Chris. Listen, I've never been a daddy but Ryan has. He's an excellent caregiver." Kuza whispered, gently gripping Chris's chin. "You're beautiful and we want you happy."

"I don't wanna be hurt." Chris's voice shook as he talked. "I-I like it when you hurt me but it-its different than-than when I get in trouble and someone hurts me." Chris broke down in sobs. He tended as he felt himself being lifted onto Ryan's lap.

"I won't hurt you. I know how difficult it is for some littles though. Chris, if this makes you happy then we can do it for you. You're so important to us. I didn't even... Fuck, sweetie, I've wanted you for so long. Then Kuza came and it was the best thing ever. I got you both and you have both of us. Please don't hide yourself or think what you like is bad." Ryan smiled as Chris calmed down, his sobs becoming small hiccups. "Now would you like to be our little?"

"G-Gaia said it's wrong." Chris whimpered. "It's not r-right to-to..."

"No." Kuza's tone was serious, Chris quickly looking up at him. "Do not even finish that sentence. I love you. Ryan loves you. We don't care what you like and are more than happy to make you happy. Understand me? What you like or what to do is not bad. Plenty of people do it but don't flaunt it." Chris wiped his cheeks, closing his eyes. "Do you want to try to be a little again?"

"Yeah." Chris barely whispered.

"Then it's time to go shopping."

Short chapter. New story. Called "Daddies" please read. ;-; Maybe smut will come faster if you do. Hehe. No. I'm not mean. Smut real soon cause IM GETTING TIRED OF CRYING WHILE WRITING.