Dirty little secret [C]

Chapter eleven: Drop

"You sure baby? You realize where these go?"

"Yeah." Chris nodded. "I-I wanna do it."

Kuza nodded. "Go lay on the bed. Spread your legs for me."

Chris did as told. He stared at the ceiling, leaving his hands by his sides. He closed his eyes, biting his lip. He was still scared but he pushed those feelings to the side. Chris smiled as Kuza knelt between his legs, holding a bottle of lube and the beads.

"Are you okay baby?"

"Yes sir." Chris whispered. He bit his lip as Kuza placed the toy on his stomach.

"Don't let those fall. I have to stretch you." Kuza whispered, gently kissing him. "Tell me if you want to stop. Safeword?"

"Dove." Chris whispered.

"Good boy."

Kuza covered two fingers in lube, gently pressing one into Chris. Chris quickly gripped Kuza's arm, his eyes wide.

"You okay?"

"Mhm. Different." Chris mumbled. He frowned, looking up at the ceiling. He wasn't sure how people actually liked this. Chris winced as Kuza pushed the second finger into him.

"Try to relax. We'll go slow. I promise."

"I know." Chris whispered.

All sense of dom and sub was lost from the two. It was a moment of experimentation and boundaries. Chris slowly relaxed his hand as he became used to the feeling of being stuffed. He wasn't a natural bottom. Being raised how he was this wasn't natural like it was with Ricky or any other man he'd been with.

"How do you feel sweetie?"

"Fine". He murmured. Kuza pursed his lips. He gently crooked his fingers inside the man, smirking as a small gasp left Chris's lips. "What was that?!"

"Your prostate baby." Kuza chuckled. He gently moved his fingers again, biting his lip as Chris let out a small whimper. "Wanna do the beads?"

"Mhm." Chris quickly nodded.  He let out a soft whimper as Kuza pulled his fingers out of him. He bit his lip as Kuza covered the beads in lube.

"Gonna go slow." Kuza murmured as he gently pushed the first and smallest bead into Chris.

Chris shifted as Kuza slowly pushed the toy into him. His face scrunched up in discomfort as the beads started to get bigger. He whimpered as a particularly big one was pushed into him.

"It's okay sweetie. Three more. Can you handle three more?"

"Yes." Chris whimpered. He dug his nails into the sheets as he felt the last three enter him. He immediately clenched his legs together once Kuza moved. He covered his face, biting his lip.

"We're gonna leave those in for a little bit okay?"

"Okay." Chris whispered. He shifted around, gasping as the beads rubbed against his prostate. "Shit." He whispered.

"No cussing." Kuza growled, gently tugging on the beads. Chris whimpered, gripping Kuza's shoulders. "Be a good boy sweetie. You're always such a good boy." Chris blushed as Kuza stood him up. His legs shook as he leaned against Kuza. "You're so cute Chris. Look at you. You can barely stand."

"Sir please." Chris whimpered.

"What do you need baby?"

"Touch me. Please just-just touch me." Chris begged, digging his nails into Kuza's arm. "I need you."

"Why don't you touch me instead?" Kuza chuckled. He gently placed a hand on Chris's head, forcing the man to his knees.

"I-I..."

"Ah ah ah. Suck my cock."

Chris bit his lip. He slowly reached his hands up to Kuza's pants, gently tugging them down. He let out a small whimper once Kuza's cock was free. He didn't think he'd ever get over the sight of him. Chris gently licked his tip, closing his eyes as he took Kuza in his mouth.

"Good boy." Kuza chuckled. He gently ran his fingers through Chris's hair, smirking as he held him still. Chris looked up at him, his eyes only half open. Kuza gasped as Chris ran his tongue over his tip. He sat down on the bed, keeping his grip on Chris's hair.

Chris chuckled around him as he slowly bobbed his head. He felt pride in his chest as moans slipped past Kuza's lips. Chris whimpered as Kuza held his head down. He gagged around Kuza, looking up at him with tears eyes. Spit slowly dribbled out the sides of his mouth making the man a mess.

Kuza thrusted up into Chris's mouth, smirking as the man gagged once more. He chuckled as he continued his movements, watching the man try to move his head with his thrusts.

"Good boy." Kuza chuckled. "Such a good boy." Chris gasped for air once Kuza let him up. He looked up at Kuza, spit and tears on his face.

"I-I... I wanna taste you." Chris whispered.

"You need to earn that." Kuza stated. "Get to it."

Chris quickly took Kuza in his mouth again. He gently sucked on his tip, swirling his tongue. He was mostly going off what Ricky used to do to him. Chris used his right hand to stroke what he couldn't really reach.

"Fuck baby." Kuza groaned. He let out a soft groan as he came. Chris slowly pulled off, smiling up at him. "Let me see." Kuza whispered. Chris slowly opened his mouth, blushing as Kuza gazed at him. "Swallow."

Chris did as told. He frowned as he felt himself grow sad. He slowly blinked back fresh tears, shaking his head. He whimpered, burying his face in Kuza's thigh.

"Are you okay baby?"

"I-I..." Chris was cut off as a small sob left his lips.

"Fuck." Kuza muttered. He quickly fixed his pants, lifting Chris into his arms. "I didn't think this would happen." Chris clung to Kuza's shirt, shame flowing through him.

Kuza carried Chris to the bathroom, turning the water on. Chris buried his face in Kuza's chest, small whimpers leaving his lips as his stomach started to hurt. He frowned as Kuza slid him into the warm water. He didn't want to leave Kuza.

"Sh baby. I didn't think you'd have subdrop over that. I'm so so sorry. I should've prepared for this." Kuza whispered. "What was the last thing you ate?"

"I-I... Ricky." Chris whispered. He closed his eyes as Kuza left his side. He frowned, feeling something round push against his lips. He looked up at Kuza as a caramel was pushed into his mouth.

"You're gonna stay here for the next few days okay? Take some time off work." Kuza murmured. Chris gripped Kuza's shirt, whimpering. "You're okay baby. I won't leave. You need to relax though."

"I-I di-did tha-at." Chris stuttered. "I-I-I..."

"Sh." Kuza whispered. He gently kissed Chris's cheek. "You did nothing wrong. Suck on that candy. It'll help." Kuza kissed his forehead as he gently reached a hand between Chris's legs. "I'm gonna take the toy out. Is that okay?"

"Mhm." Chris nodded. He squeezed his eyes shut as he felt the Kuza take the toy out. He felt empty when he heard it gently clatter to the floor. "Ku-Kuza. I-I'm tired."

Kuza nodded. "Let me clean you up." Chris barely relaxed as Kuza washed him. He whimpered in pain as Kuza lifted him out the tub. "It's okay. I've got you."

Chris let out a small sigh as he felt Kuza lay him on the bed. He slowly looked up at him, the candy still in his mouth. Kuza gently got pajamas for him, gently helping Chris into them.

"Want something to drink?"

"No."

"Food?" Chris shook his head. Kuza gently covered Chris with a fluffy blanket. "You're gonna feel like shit tomorrow." He sighed.

Chris gently pulled on Kuza's arm. Kuza slowly laid next to him, letting out a small sigh as he held Chris to his chest.

"I'm so sorry baby." He whispered. Chris fell asleep in the man's arms, his arms to his chest.