NANIS POV:
I woke up with just a little patch of sunlight shining through the small bolted up window..
Where am I?
Oh yeah still in a jail cell.
I turn my face over to the cell next to me to see X sleeping peacefully. After last nights talk I felt great. He actually listened to me .. it was weird because usually everyone just ignores me. X told me he was just like me. Which was also weird because no one has ever been able to relate to me. I was either brushed off or counted for a confused "child" who doesn't know what the are talking about. I liked the feeling though. It kinda filled the empty gap y'kno? I was supposed to be getting out today and I hope me and X stay close after this because he brings me some sort of liveliness I've never experienced.
Still starring at him , I take in his features as he is sleeping. Not in a creepy way , an admiring way. Never would I have thought that this intimidating looking person would have so much emotion.
I sighed , pretty heavily I guess because X started moving.
"Shit I'm sorry , I didn't mean to wake you." I hide my face in my hands , showing guilt.
In his husky morning voice he manages to say "Its okay , I should be waking up anyway. Getting bailed out today"
A little spirt of excitement travels through my body , almost giving me goosebumps.
"Im getting out today too." I genuinely smile back to him. Its been to long since I've smiled like that woah.
"Nani we need to stay in touch when we get out. Your a chill person and I wanna be there for you whenever you need help." woah... did he just say that??
"Same here." I grin slightly.
Before I could spit anything else out the same bald headed officer who arrested me came to my cell and opened the door.
"Cmon' you get to leave now."
Without showing to much excitement I picked myself up off the ground and casually walked out the cell.
I waited outside for X to come out. About 10 minutes later he walks out with a big grin on his face.
"Finally I was bout to leave ur ass." I playfully tease him.
"haaaaaa. Yo you got anyone to pick you up?"
"Nah but ill just call an uber."
"U sure my buddy ski can drive u home. He is picking me up."
"aye its cool." I smile even though I really wanted to spend more time with X , I just didn't want to be "that girl".
"Yo he is here let me catch your digits so we can keep talking."
I rattle off my phone number , then he gets in the car and leaves.
I feel around in my pockets and realize 1) 1 don't have my phone on me and 2) I have no money for an uber. "Shit" I muffle under my breath. My house is about an hour walk from the jail. I start walking. On my walk I start thinking about shit once again. Its dangerous when your alone in your thoughts I tell you that.
Why am I such a fuck up??
I always gotta ruin shit.
The world would be so much better if I wasn't here.
I began to feel dizzy , so I sat on the curb of some random street. My head in my hands. It felt like there was a bottomless pit in my stomach. I tried to hold in the tears.
Loud rap music passed by me , but I payed no attention to it.
The same music passes by me again but this time parks right infront of me. Hell no I am not about to get jumped right now. I stand up real quick , only just to see X getting out of the car and rushing over to me.
"Nani? Whats wrong? Wheres your uber?" He grasps my arm.
Trying to avoid eye contact I say "I didn't have my phone , or an money so I just walked and I don't know.."
"Cmon ill drive u home."
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Temptation : xxxtentacion (completed)
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