12 | Im so confused

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Just a warning.. this is going to be a shorter chapter and i think I'm gonna start something new with my chapters to motivate me to write. From now on after each chapter I'm gonna ask for a small goal of votes just for me to see how much u guys are enjoying the book. Really its just for my personal reference so I can see what chapters you guys like the most so i can write this book to the best of my ability. And please no one comment I'm just trying to get votes on my book because that isn't the case at all. Im just trying my hardest to satisfy everyone.

3 months later:

Nanis POV:

I have a killing head ache.. My vision is extremely blurry and I cannot tell where I am.

"Hello?" I managed to speak but it came out scratchy.

"Yo your awake!" A familiar voice echoed through the room. I managed to open my eyes to see ski.

"what happened wheres X??" Im so confused right now. 

"Nani I got some bad news." Before ski could finish his sentence a nurse I'm assuming walked in.

"OH MY GOSH SWEETIE YOUR ALIVE! I will go get doctor marshall right away." she exclaimed.

"Can I talk to her real quick?" ski asked the nurse.

"oh yeah sure." she walked out.

"so the news?" I turned my attention back to ski.

"I think you should read this first." He handed me a bundled up piece of napkin. I look at him confused but he just motions me to open it furthermore.

I furrowed my eyebrows as I read the note sloppily written inside.

Dear Nani ,

Hey ma.. you're probably reading this confused as hell right now. Well here is your explanation. You were in a coma. Because of me. U tried to kill yourself because of me. I turned myself in the day u went into the hospital. I felt as if i needed to pay the price for what I had done. All I want is for you to be happy. Please don't be mad. Or sad. Think of this as a growing process for the both of us. Its the past. We each made each other who we are today. I will always love you no matter what. Move on.. you don't need me. If u have any questions just ask ski.

- Jahseh

No emotion was accessible to my body. I was numb. He expects me to just move on? 

"How long is he in for ski?" I asked blunty starring at the wall ahead of me.

"3 and a half years." he said quietly.

I nod my head. I had nothing to say. Nothing..

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