The Journey Of Life

Mother's Love

MOM's TEARS

Nine months, she carried me on her womb.
My heartbeat is her life and her world.
Carrying me shows her unconditional love,
And her pride of pregnancy reaches deep inside my heart.

She never complain how heavy I am,
She never abandoned me,while I am breathing in her.
It may not be easy for her to feed me inside,
But she take all the consequences for my life.

After nine months of carrying me,
The tears of joy enveloped all her crucial journey.
I may not understand why she cried that time,
Yet I can feel how happy she is that I'm alive.

Sleepless night in taking care of me,
She's tired but she don't want to take her eyes out of me.
She witness every milestone of my childhood,
And thought me every step I took.

One day I almost lost the life she gave,
But she never let me go away.
She fought in the midst on my life and death,
Just for me to breath and live again.

I've never know my real story,
If not by the people who witness my mothers journey.
Sometimes I want to ask her about me,
But I can't bear to hear the reality.

While growing up in discovering the world,
She hold me tight and don't want me to go.
I don't really understand why she refuse to set me free,
And discover the world that I want to be.

One day I came home late,
She scolded me with a piercing glare.
I cried and utter word that against her command,
But she just turned her back without demand.

My curiosity really brought me wild,
That she can't even hug and say what's really on her mind.
Until the day I saw her cry,
And tell me the story behind.

My heart trembled with mix emotions,
Hearing those words from the woman who let me grow.
Her tears awakens my sleeping heart and mind,
That brought be back into life.

Now that I've grown as one of a kind,
I want to build a life for her to shine.
I promised myself to unleash all my burdens,
And create a world for me and her.

It will never be too late to make her happy,
Because I know, that when I started to fly high,
She already know that her prayers was granted,
By God our master and guide forever.

We can never repay the life we owned to our mothers but we can give them the happiness they deserves. They may grow old, weak and forget some of their memories, always remember that her love among their children will never vanish in their hearts.

I couldn't tell her how much pain I've felt when I saw her tears because of me but I know she can feel how regretful I am for all the mistakes I've done. I want to show her what I feel, I want to be transparent Infront of her but I don't want to see her tears running through her face again because of me.