The Journey Of Life

United 2

"PAINFUL GOODBYE"

I asked you to let me go out of your life,
Yet you wished me keep you in my heart.
How can I move on without you,
If I will grant the last wish you want me to do.

I am sorry if I've caused you so much pain,
When i chose to set you free with no explain.
I don't wanna do that, I swear,
But I can't bear to see you happy with her.

Long years is enough for me to loved you,
So please release me now and let me go.
You've said you love me more than her,
Yet you didn't wait me until it's over.

It's time to heal the wound of yesterday,
And face the world with a new beginning.
You with her in your own world,
And me alone in the world with new hope.

I can't give you what you've wish,
But I hope and pray for your peace.
Thank you for everything you did for me,
'Coz without you I am not what you see.

Be a man with honor and pride,
Because I know you are one of a kind.
Goodbye my sweetest beloved,
See you when we're both happy and healed.

There's a lot of happy memories we'ved been together and I could say it was the best.Most of the difficult part of my life he was there to comfort me,to hug me when I'm weak and hold me when I'm falling.
I still remember the words he told me before "I'm proud of having u, I care for u a lot, I love u, and I will always be here for you". What a inspiring word that come from the person you love most. But everything slowly vanish like the air. I thought it would be enough to love a person to keep him holding on,but I am wrong.
We did everything just to make our relationship stand strong but it's true that even how strong the tree is there will always a time it will surrender. In all of the obstacles our relationship have been through, no one believed that it will end in just simple way like this. Its a pain in the ass thinking that all the efforts and sacrifices we gave to make our relationship more stronger is not enough. We loved each other but the world didn't want us to be together.