The Journey Of Life

United

"LAST WISH"

It was easy to say goodbye,
To tell you I am okay or fine,
To pretend everything is gone,
To show you I don't care anymore,
Yet! When I turn my back on you,
Tears rushing through my eyes 'coz of you.

You ask me if the feeling is still there,
But I keep silence not to make mistake.
You utter question that I can't answer,
'Coz if I did everything will change.
I want to tell you,it's still you,
nothing change since the day I left you.

When you hug me tight,
All the memories flashing back in mind.
I push you away from me,
But you said even just for a while.
You put my hand on your chest,
And asked to feel your heart beat again.

It is hard to see you that way,
'Coz it holds my feet to stay.
I am sorry will not be enough,
To ease all the pain in your heart.
I still believe one day all of this will gone,
You and me will soon talk is fun.

Please don't make this hard for you and me,
Learn to let me go, be happy and free.
I can't promise you that I will be safe,
But I can make you happy without my presence.
Think that I am just your nightmare that pass by,
And tomorrow you'll wake up with a smile.

I love you more than anything else,
Leaving you is like I am killing myself.
But I don't wanna ruin the life that you have,
And The things you've achieved .
If having me make your life this hard
I'd better feel this pain rather to see you suffer.

I am about to step away,
But you pull and kiss me with pain.
"Please if you go kindly grant my last wish."
A statement that I want to defy but I saw you cry.
"Don't forget me and keep our happy memories,
'Coz I will treasure you even you can't see"