The Bloody Jasmine • Samurai X

A Prayer | For @Marvellous_Natalie

Natalie-Shen,

I wish I could have had the honour of knowing such a beautiful soul. I only knew of your passing the same day I entered the world of Wattpad. Although I didn't know you, I really wish I did. You seem to have been a wonderful person, and I would've been extremely happy to talk to you and get to know you.

And Natalie-Shen, I believe your username represents you perfectly.

I believe that you are a marvellous person, you have so much talent. I love your oneshots, your story, your biography, everything. I appreciate how considerate you are, reading the comments that were posted on your story.

I will send you my most sincere prayers, Natalie-Shen:

'In your hands, O Lord, we humbly entrust our dearest sister Natalie. In this life you embraced her with your tender love; deliver her now and bid her eternal rest. You know of all the suffering she has faced, for you are the all-knowing.

The old order has passed away; welcome her into paradise, where there is no sorrow, no weeping or pain. But fullness of peace and joy with your son and the holy spirit forever and ever.

Eternal rest grant onto you, Natalie-Shen. And let perpetual light shine upon her. May the souls of the faithful departed through the mercy of God.'

Amen.

Another thing I would like to say for those who are still grieving over her death;

Stop.

Stop it.

Grieving over a loved one's death will not bring them back.

You should feel joy that she is released of all her suffering and pain and that she is in paradise, a place where she is happy and pain free.

I'm not being blunt, heartless or mean, but that is the truth.

By reading her works I truly know that she was a person of beauty, a full heart, kindness, potential, creativity, intelligence, a true sister to all those around her.

Natalie-Shen,

I pray for the dead every single day, and you always come to my thoughts.

You will always be in our hearts, we pray for you every day, and we miss you.

We always will.

I admire the love you have for Kenshin, to be honest. I feel it's genuine and beautiful.

Call me crazy, but I actually ship the two of you.

I'm not very good with combining names together, but there's one for you I'm sure.

I know that in your new home, you are happy and pain-free. So rest, Natalie-Shen. You deserve it.

I will write The Bloody Jasmine and think of you every time.

I promise,

I will place my hands together every night and pray for you.

You are a full heart, Natalie-Shen.

A true human being.

We will forever remember you.

Rest in peace, Marvellous_Natalie

I know that you are thanking everyone who supported you, and I know that you are with us wherever we are; In your beautiful spirit form.

She doesn't want us to mourn her, she wants us to move on with our lives and be happy, not sad.

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I hope that anyone who is still grieving knows that Natalie-Shen isn't happy that way.

Stay strong, no matter what, you must always stay strong.

❤️