Bite My Tongue

Bite My Tongue - Chapter 15.

"Oh my god I can't do this."

I was backstage with the guys as they got ready to go onstage to open up for Fall Out Boy.

"Alexander William Gaskarth. You can do this and if you don't I will punch you." I told him firmly, standing on my tiptoes to get my hands onto his shoulders.

"But there are so many people out there!" Alex squeaked, taking a deep breath.

"On in two minutes!" Someone yelled as instruments were passed out.

"Alex, you can do this, just do what you do in the basement, tell bad dick jokes and play your music. I love you." I told him, pressing a kiss to his lips as he returned it and gave me a toothy grin before he ran onstage. 

The guys of All Time Low made it through their set with a lot of bad dick jokes, inappropriate sexual humour and good music. They were fantastic. And now everyone was in a back room of the venue getting completely hammered.

We'd all watched Fall Out Boy play before being dragged along with them to a somewhat shady looking room. It was fun at first but now everyone was just drunk and yelling to be heard above the pulsing music and shoving up against one another.

"Ali!" Alex yelled, taking a hold of my hand. His words were slower than usual and he reeked of alcohol.

"Alex, you stink." I laughed, pushing him away.

"I know." He giggled, "come with me, I wanna show you something." He told me, pulling me out the door.

"What do you want to sho-" I was cut off by Alex sloppily kissing me, his hands on my hips.

"Alex, are you okay?" I asked when he pulled away, laughing a little but feeling slightly uneasy.

"Of course, just wanted to show you how much I love you." He grinned, his lips moulding against my neck. I smiled a little, Alex knew I had a thing for him kissing my neck.

I was pulled out of my daze when I felt Alex's hands slip under my shirt.

"Alex, hey, what are you doing?" I asked.

"Nothing!" Alex slurred, his lips moving along my jaw as his hands fell onto my bra strap. I could see where this was going.

"Alex, stop." I said firmly, trying to pull his hands down.

"Aw come on love, let's have some fun." He whispered heatedly into my ear, his fingers fiddling with the clasp of my bra.

"Alex! Stop!" I told him, planting my hands on his chest as he backed me up against the wall, my heart beginning to pound.

"I just want to show you how much I love you." He slurred, his hands leaving my bra to fiddle with the button on my jeans.

"No. Alex. If you want to show me how much you love me then you will stop." I begged, trying to push him away but he was a lot heavier and stronger than me.

"I just want to have some fun." He repeated, the button of my jeans popping open. Tears began to well in my eyes as panic coursed through my veins.

"Alex! Please stop!" I pleaded.

"But I don't want too...” He mumbled, beginning to pull down my jeans as I forcefully struggled against his weight that was pinning me down.

"Help!" I screamed as loud as I could, it was my last chance.

"Sweetheart, don't scream like that, this can just be our little secret." Alex murmured his breath heavy in my ear.

"Alex! Stop! Get off me!" I cried, my hands shaking as my fists pounded on his chest. He was fiddling with the belt of his own jeans now. His body weight was bearing down on me, I couldn't move. I gulped with the realisation of what was about to happen.