Didn't end yet | B.BH

Chapter 5

      I took a deep breath before stepped into my company. I wonder what happened with my company when Jinyoung handle it. I still remember he used to lose important work sheet but ended up found at his drawer. Clumsy as always. I entered the lift once it opened. At the same time, someone got it and I know it Jinyoung.

" Morning, love " I glared at him. Funny.

" Hey, new employee. Get in. I'm sure you won't be late on your first day " I looked at who Jinyoung talked with. I felt like my world stopped for a while. New employee ? I'm not even know about that.

" Lyn, this our new employee for marketing " Jinyoung explained. Will he able to do work ? He not even have any experience in business.

" Don't give me that attitude when I already sent you an email about it " my bad for not check email. I just nodded.

           The lift stopped at 6th floor. This not my floor. Wait, this Jinyoung's section. Darn it, I will be alone with him later. Jinyoung gave me a small smile before stepped out from lift. I should just use stairs early. I didn't mind I need to climb until 14th floor. Okay, maybe I pass out before I can reach my office.

" How are you ? " he spoke up.

" Better than before " I replied coldly.

" Ashlyn " he called me.

" Please remember your place " I reminded him.

" Mrs Ashlyn " I froze.

" What do you want ? " I freaking annoyed right now. Sorry not sorry but the past slowly control me.

" Can't you look at me for once ? " he requested.

" You don't have a right to request "

" I do. You still my wife " he answered.

" Your wife ? Sure I am. Wife that you kicked out and wish will never meet again " I said sarcastically.

" I know I'm wrong but - "

" Listen here, Mr Byun Baekhyun. If you are thinking about apologize, just forget it because I never care about you anymore. Once you kicked me out, your name totally gone from my heart " at the same time, the lift opened.

            I headed to my office. Why he need to come back after that three years leaving me like a fool ? Why he here ? What his planned actually ? I ran my hand through my hair, completely frustrated with what I just happened.

           I dialed Jinyoung's number for him to meet me. After a few minutes, he entered my office. He not like usually that always smile. He serious today. Maybe he know what I'm going to talk about. He took seat in front of me.

" I know you want to ask me why I took Baekhyun " yes !

" You know how much I hate him but you still took him " I spilled.

" How many of scar you want to do at your heart ? " he asked.

" Why you pushed the fact that you still love him ? "

" You still care about him, right ? "

" Jinyoung, I don't know what your point but - "

" I know you still mad at him but remember no matter what, he still your husband. That title never change until both of you divorce " he cut me.

" If you really hate him, ignore him and end your relationship so you won't hurt yourself. If you still love him, forgive him " he added.

" You won't understand my situation " I mumbled.

" Don't tell me about that. Explain that to him " why he back up that dude too much ?

          How can I forgive him after what happened ? How can I accept him when he pushed me ? How can I love him when he never have the same feeling ? I sighed heavily before start doing my work. I should forget about that for a moment. Maybe I should follow the flow. Or maybe I should end all of this. I still can't figure out.