Didn't end yet | B.BH

Chapter 17

           I got a message from Chanyeol last night. He said that he wants to meet me today. I guess Baekhyun have tell him. Whatever. I wore my cap and glasses before headed to Hotel Cafe. From a far I already see Chanyeol sat at corner alone. I took a deep breath and took a seat in front of him. He looked surpise.

" You looked very different " He commented. Maybe because I wore glasses and cap.

" You think so ? " I raised my eyebrows. We ordered our breakfast. Nah, a cup of coffee will do for me

" I don't know that you are Baekhyun's wife " he spoke. I stayed silent.

" Baekhyun once told me about you before " he added.

" I didn't expect for him to talk about me " I replied.

" But after you left, he kept saying your name " I looked at him disbelieve.

" Baek, you can't continue drink "  his close friend tried to stop him but he won't listen.

" I regret, Yeol. She left me now " he mumbled. I kept drinking until Yeol lost his count already.

" What did you do ? I'm sure Nana not leaving you " Yeol asked. He took a glass of wine from Baek's hand.

" This not about Nana. Ashlyn, she left me " Baek replied.

" Who is she ? " Yeol asked to understand his friend situation.

" She's my wife " That really shocked Yeol. He know about Ashlyn but he don't know that they married.

" Unbelievable " I stopped Chanyeol from continue his story.

" Lyn, I'm not finish - "

" I'm know you going to talk about him but I still come here because you are my friend. If you know about us, you won't come and tell me to repair our relationship which impossible to do because there no more apace for a guy like him " I cut him.

" Ask him whether he know what happened to me for that three years ? Did he know how I fight to survive ? When he just cried because of regretted ? " I added.

" Then tell me what's happened " I was taken back with that sudden order. I turned around and found Baekhyun standing behind me.

" Whatever. I'm leaving " I left them.

            Don't act weak, Ashlyn. You have been through a painful moment without anyone be there to comfort you so why you need to cry because of that little thing ? Please don't let him win. Ashlyn, you more strong than what you thought. Suddenly my phone ringing. I wiped my tears before checked it.

[Calling from 'Taewoo']

" Mama "

" Hey, boy "

" Are you crying ? " he asked me.

" Yejun-ah, how can I cry when you not here to wipe for me ? " l let out a chuckle.

" Did you stole Papa Taewoo phone again ? " I asked him.

" Nope. I'm a good boy. Papa Taewoo here. Is it Mama want to talk with him ? "

" No, I just want to talk with you only " Without I released, tears formed in my eyes.

" Mama, dongsaeng won't be happy if see you cry especially when his hyung not there " gosh, how can I cried when Yejun was there ?

" Mianhee, I just missed your brother only " I chuckled a bit. Sure I missed him.

" Don't worry, dongsaeng probably happy there " He replied. Suddenly someone knocked my door.

" Ah Yejun-ah, mama need to go. I will see you later, dear " I quickly end our conversation.

" Bye Mama. Love from Yejun and dongsaeng " I pressed the end button.

            I went to bathroom to wash my face before ran to door. I checked who is it through small holes. It Jinyoung. I opened the door and he got in. I followed him from behind. Is it he find our what happened early ? I hope he don't. If he do, I'm sure he doing to scold me. He want me to tell him the truth but I'm not ready.

" We will leave on evening " he spoke.

" I know " I replied.

" Let's stop at - "

" I promise with Yejun to bring him " I cut him since I know what he means.

" If you say like that, okay then " he gave me a small smile.

" Today officially four years he left you.  Please be strong for him " he patted my shoulder.

" Jinyoung, I don't think I can visit site later " I said.

" It's okay. Just go back and spend time with Yejun. Don't stress yourself. I can handle here " he replied.

" Thank you for understand me "

" I can understand you but he can't " with that he left me dumbfounded.

I know and he should know the truth.
Soon or late, he will know it but it better for me to tell by myself, right ?