Didn't end yet | B.BH

Chapter 22

" Good morning - What are you doing here ? " I asked him coldly.

" Mama, Papa Baek come here to meet mama. Anyway he made breakfast for us " Yejun said. Papa Baek ?

" Let's eat first " Baekhyun offered.

" No thanks " I left them.

           I went to my house garden. I turned on my laptop. What on earth he doing here ? I looked out and found my car that I let him used. Of course he still use it. It for free anyway. I shrugged my shoulder and continue my work. Yes, I'm on day off but it doesn't mean I'm free from my work.

          I kept doing my work until didn't notice he sat in front of me. He cleared his throat to get my attention. Yejun also here. He played his bicycle. A cup of coffee prepared in front of me. Control yourself. He really know my weakness.

" After I quit, I learned how to do housework. Thanks to you that I learned how to cook " He spoke up. I listen to him but I acted like I don't care. He just sat in front of me and how can I ignore his voice.

" I know many things happened after I left you. Tell you the truth, I really felt bad. I'm such a bad husband " He said since he know I won't talk to him.

" After I quit being idol, my fans call me betrayed. I got a lot of hate message and call. I took it as my pay back after what I have done to you. My group disbanded not long after that, everyone blamed me. I admitted it, I was wrong " he took a deep breath.

" I'm wrong for left them. One of my members hate me. It funny when he also put all blame on me. Chanyeol didn't contact me until we met at 6 months ago " he added.

" That the only way for me to focus in finding you. Nana left me because I'm broke now. I just know that she just want a popularity with me " he laughed bitterly.

" I lost my parents after that. I'm really down until I want to commit suicide but I met Jinyoung. Jinyoung told me this not the end and want me to fight more " No wonder Jinyoung want me to know what happened.

" After three years, I saw you walked into that company. I kept following you until the interview come. I almost got into accident on that day but I managed to come because that the only way for me to meet you " I took a peek on him and unexpectedly he crying.

" I collected all my courage to talk you. It really hurt when you treat me coldly but when I remember how I treated you before, I understand that feeling. I'm happy whenever I can talk to you although it hurt " He smiled

" I really shocked when you told me that mummy throw you. I don't know that what I did went that far. I hate myself when I know someone you love just throw you away. I don't know how to look at you because I always felt guilty. If I didn't go that far, this won't happened " I stared at my laptop blankly.

" I hating myself more when I found out about our baby. Why someone that don't have any sin become a victim because of me ? I'm such a useless husband and father. If I didn't leave you, I'm sure we already live happily now with our baby " he chuckled bitterly. I closed my laptop and looked at him.

" Baekhyun, please stop " I said.

" Ah, why I'm crying like this ? " he laughed and wiped his tears. I stared at him. Guilty controlled me.

" I didn't tell you this for you not pity me. I won't give up to get back your heart. I will make you love me more " he smiled that showed me his rectangle smile.

" Yejun-ah, Papa need to go. Please take care of Mama, okay ? " Yejun hugged Baekhyun and kissed him on cheeks. Baekhyun left us. Yejun sat in front of me.

" Mama, beautiful revenge is forgiveness. Maybe the scar won't be gone but the scar can slowly be heal  "