I Can Change

OMG HEY

_Setting: Johnathan's house_

_Time: 6;00 am_

_Siera POV:_

_Its been 3 years since I've seen Chers and 1 year since I've seen Aliyah...I know what your thinking and yes I did take her with me but you know how Chers is in MB now and I didnt want her to live without her dad I mean of course I also dont want her to live without her mom so we decided to share her, shes with her dad one year on tour or what ever he's doing and she's with me the next. As for my love life I have moved on. Yal remember Johnathan right? well he treats me like a queen...he loves me and he cares for Aliyah as his own and everything but sometimes he could have a bad side like worst than Chers. He sorta kinda sometimes come home drunk and beat me for no reason but will I leave? no cause I cant I got into a lil argument with my mom cause she was saying how Johnathan was a bad person and that when I dump him and go back to Roc to go to her house. I could go to Tanya's house but she has a baby and I dont wanna put so much pressure on her life plus she's on tour with Prince that is on tour with Roc obviously and same for the rest of the girls. As for my job that I use to have, I dont have anymore cause someone blamed me for doing something I didnt do so thats also something I dont have, thats why Im with Johnathan and cause I love him. Also I dont know if I forgive Chers just yet...I have a lot of thinking to do I mean where friends but not that close like we were before sometimes I just wish...*thoughts gco* "hey babe" I turned around and saw Johnathan walk in, give me a hug and kiss me but I didnt kiss back for some reason and then he squeezed me so tight I started turning red and then he let me go "I said... hey babe" he said in a furious voice "hey" I replied then he smiled and then hit me across my face causing me to fall "B*TCH GET UP!!" he yelled yep he's drunk. I quickly got up then he started walking towards me. I backed up until my back hit the wall as he got in my face. He was breathing heavy and I can tell what was gonna happen next. He picked me up and carried my to the room, dropping me on the bed. He looked me in my eyes and all I saw was lust, anger and a drunk man. He started kissing my neck long and hard leaving marks "p-please s-stop I h-have to g-go grocery s-shopping please" I said and he let out a deep sigh and got off of me...since he listened, this means he wasnt fully drunk. I quickly got up and hopped in the shower and threw on this:_

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_then left. To be honest I wasnt really going grocery shopping I didnt really know where to go. I drove a little further and then I saw a carnival going on and thought to myself Aliyah would love to go here and since I was thinking bout her, I decided to go in. I parked the car and payed for 20 tickets just in case I saw different rides I wanted to go on. I got on two rides and they were HELLA good but then someone tapped me so I turned around and saw an familiar man but I just couldnt put my finger on who it was "um can you tell me where tantrum is?" (btw tantrum is the name of the roller coaster I made up lol) "yeah its straight down there, around the corner and to the left" I told him

"can you show me please" this b*tch "sure" I replied just to not be rude. We walked straight pass the stage but then he pulled me through the door which was where the backstage was "um EXCUSE ME why...(gco)" "um hi I'm Ray Ray or Ray 2wice" "did you just say Ray Ray?" I asked with my back still facing him "um yeah" I turned around and jumped on him "OMG RAY I MISSED YOU" I yelled "Siera?" he asked "uh yaaaaa" I replied "wow hey" I looked at him then got down "sorry bout that" I said "no problem" he replied "Wait...yal know each other?" the man that pulled me in here asked "yup" Ray said "*mumbles* d*mn *then he says out loud* I was trying to find someone that's cute and yal didnt know and you know someone for Roc I mean hes been down lately...his head isnt really in the game anymore...he says that the love of his life left him and nothing else will be the same anymore and how he'll never find anyone like her and he's now the only one here without a person to call his wife, his baby, and bay? I still dont understand what the h*ll that means but thats what the lil hippies say now a days I guess" I busted out laughing and then a tear left my eye "why are you crying?" he asked "because...I was that girl" I stated "well would you like to see him before they perform?" "um...yes...please" he walked me to Roc's dressing room and walked away. I heard sniffling and then a toilet flush and then footsteps "wa happen daddy?" a little voice said "nothing I just miss mommy" he replied "do you weally miss her?" she asked "of course...she's my everything...she's my moon, my sun...(gco)" "YOUR SON!?!?" she yelled and I giggled a little then let a few tears escape from my eyes "nooo silly thats not what I meant" he must have started tickling her cause she was laughing aaww I missed them. "well It's time for me to go so you ready to go by uncle Walter?" "yess" wait im not ready yet. He opened the door and just stared at me like I was a ghost then he rubbed his eyes as if he were dreaming and I just laughed and hugged him tight "I miss you too" "Siera?" he asked "the one and only" "OMG I missed you" he replied hugging me back but tighter "I...Cant...breath" I said gasping for air "oh sorry" he let me go and then hugged me once more but softer and let go and kissed me and I couldnt help to kiss back and put my arms around his neck as he put his arms around my waist pulling me closer adding tongue "SIERA!!!!" I pulled away and turned around and saw Jonathan charging at me. Once he reached in front of me he punched me causing me to black out_

_Roc's POV:_

_the fuck is going on here?_ "aye bruh you cant go punching women like that" I told him "well I do it all the time to her so what you gon do bruh?" he said getting in my face so I punched him, picked up Siera and ran to my car pulling off with Aaliyah in the backseat already strapped up

_AT THE HOSPITAL_

_Siera POV:_

_wa? Where am I? and why? what happened and when? and who is this man sitting next to me?_