Act like you love me

disbelief: chapter 3

I try to speak but end up mumbling under my breath. My eyes felt glossy making it hard for me to see clearly. I blink once then twice then a third time and open my eyes with clearer vision now I could truly see who was there.

"Shawn?" I scream into the car. I hug him tightly towards my chest not wanting to let go.

I guess I should of checked my phone before they came. Maybe then I would know Shawn was coming. This is making me so nervous I just need to chill out. But he makes me so nervous.

Before I knew it I had tears flowing down my face. I Wipe them away quickly and release from our hug.

"I missed you so much!" I whisper into his ear. "I missed you more." He whispered back into my ear. I look at his face and see a small smile he was barely showing his perfect teeth. I think he was nervous to.

I buckle into my seat. And watch Shawn awkwardly twiddling his thumbs back and forth. His brain was else where and his eyes were heavily focused on his black vans.

I slam the door shut and the whole car drives off. For the first 20 minutes no one said a thing. Well except my parents they were rambling on and on about how much they missed me and how different Canada is now. But I already know that they are just over exaggerating on everything they said.

To make them think in was actually listening I threw in a "yep" "uh huh" and few "wow that's interesting." It worked cause after a while they began to chat to one another and not to me.

I look towards Shawn and our eyes meet. His perfect hazel brown eyes burned into mine. I take my eyes off his but only to look at his perfect pink lips that felt like a magnet. I couldn't stay away from his lips. I felt his face coming closer and closer to mine and I prepared for impact.

Before his lips touch mine my mom yells at the top of her lungs. "GET OUT OF THE CAR KIDS IT'S TIME FOR DINNER!"  While my parents sit back in the car finishing their conversation I pull apart from our trance and unbuckle my seat belt. I push open the car door and wait for Shawn by the side of the car.

My nerves were starting to kick in as Shawn walked to my side.

I give him a small smile and walk into the old looking diner. We hop up the curb and Shawn opens the door for me. I give him a small nod as a thank you then walk right in. Since my parents were still far behind us I decided to use our time alone to talk to Shawn on why I left or at least try to tell him why I left. This is gonna be hard.

I find a booth that was far from the door where my parents couldn't see us. I turn around and grab Shawn's large hand into mine and sit in a squishy looking booth that was colored in a dark red with a faint colorful pattern. I slide all the way to the left leaving room for Shawn.

He plops down beside me and I unfold our hands. "So um how have you been?" I turn my head towards him and act like I'm interested.

"Good good but, I know that's not what you want to talk about Lacey." He gives me a stern look and I know he's angry. "FINE what do you want to know." I speak softly and let out a sigh.

"All I want to know is why you left me and why you left us. I was gonna tell you something important but you left me! you left us!" His face looked almost full of anger but I knew in the back of his eyes I could tell he was hurt and, it is all my fault.

Sorry this is choppy and stuff but I didn't know what you guys want because I just started writing this. Anyways thanks for reading and if you like this please vote and comment thanks!!!

                -leah💜