Shawns POV~
I can't speak. My mouth is wide open and my eyes are to I'm in shock she's even awake I thought she was gone forever.
I stare at the bathroom door I want her to come out so I can explain my self but what would I say? Sorry it's my fault I let you get out of the car in the first place? Sorry I almost got you killed? I'm stuck I should just keep my mouth shut. My tears start to build.
I should of never went with her parents to pick her up I should of ignored her and moved on with my life but I didn't. So now I'm stuck without words, motionless. I love her.
I need to go.
Lacey's POV~
I found extra clothes in the bathroom so I put them on. I'm getting out of this place away from them all. I use my fingers to comb my hair out looking in the dirty mirror one last time.
I'm worthless trash just like Cameron said. He wasn't being rude he was just being honest and I see that now. My outfits not even that cute. I'm literally wearing black leggings with a huge flannel and a white t shirt I'm nothing special. I'm just like every other face in the crowd. That's why Shawn doesn't want me. I'm trash.
I turn the knob and open the door. Shawn wasn't even there anymore he left. He left me. I was right.
I see my parents crying into each others arms in the corner of the small room. They were so emotional that they didn't even see me standing in the doorframe. I quickly sprint out of the hospital room running quickly out of the building.
I reach the parking lot and see a familiar jeep parked in the front. It's Shawn. I stop in my tracks.
Should I go to him? I need to, I have to! But I need to get away from it! This is to many conflicting thoughts I'm gonna just do it.
I start to walk to his jeep but quicken my pace. I tap on the window. A few seconds later I see Shawn his cheeks were red and so were under his eyes. He must of been crying. I grab his cheek forward looking into his beautiful brown eyes.
"I'm sorry." I simply say. I remove my hand from his soft skin then walk away. I'm not sure what's gonna happen with Shawn and I. I go along the road to my house. I'm lucky I live near the hospital. I drown out the words the says to me I drown out everything.
I feel a thumping on my head I press my skin a bit to hard and wince in pain. My bruises still hurt. I don't even know how I'm doing this? Who cares though, not me.
I reach my house fast and run into my room packing my large suitcase full of everything I needed. I'm going back to Oregon tonight I can't be here with Shawn. I'm leaving it all.
I call an uber and wait by he curb of my street for it to come. I see a black SUV roll up and I hop in. I'm going and there's no one stopping me. I love him.
I need to go.
The next chapter is the last and it might kill some of you sorry 😬 if you want a book 2 comment you'll see why I'm asking this when you read the next chapter😬 I'm not checking my spelling so sorry if there are errors okay byee thank you for reading I love you all❤️
-leah❤️
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