Act like you love me

I've always been a good liar:chapter 4

"Shawn I um... I don't know if you'll forgive me after I tell you." I sign turning my body towards his. I wanted to give him a true apologie, a true explanation for my reasons why I left "us."

He folds my hands into his and squeezes them tightly. "I just want to know why you left. That's all I'm asking for please just tell me the truth."

A small nervous smile forms on my face and I open my mouth but no words out.

I try on more time and I manage to get out "Well when you first became popular for your music and your career was just starting off I got this um... feeling that you would um... leave me I guess so I left before you left me?" Well that wasn't the truth but, it sounded good enough. I scrunch my nose and close my eyelids not wanting to see his reaction.

I peek open my eyes just a little to see a almost Relieved look on his face. His eyes were relaxed and not as scrunched as they were before. His hands weren't as tight as they were before.I knew he believed my terrible lye that hid the truth that had to be hidden.

I have always been a good liar.

"Thank god! I'm so glad you didn't hate me! I thought I did something bad or you know pissed you off by..."

Before he could finish his cute little  rambling speech I connected our lips together then, move my hands up his chest and pull his closer grasping the taste of him. We begin to move our lips in sync creating a fire in my stomach that I used to have with him long ago. I pull away and let out a small giggle which was rare for me.

"I missed these moments so much." He gave me a small smirk that took me back. His voice was so smooth it almost made me jump out of my seat. "I missed this to." I barely move my face away from his and just stare into his beautiful eyes. These were the best moments.

Before I could get locked into another trance with Shawn the waitress gave us two water cups with about 2 small ice cubes in each cup by slamming them down on the old wooden table. "What would you guys like to have tonight?"

The waitress had red curly hair and bright freckles that made her almost look younger. She looked to be around 50 or 55 at the most.

"Can we get 2 baskets of your chicken strip please with fries on the side!" Shawn always knew what I wanted.

"Of course we'll have it right out!" The waitress says as she walks away from the table with two crappy menus underneath her arm.

When she is a safe distance away I pull Shawn closer to my face and push our lips together like there was no tomorrow.

I close my eyes and slowly take my hands off his chest without losing  contact from Shawn. I cuff my hands around his face into my hands. I did connect our lips but only to move my lips down to his lower jaw. 

A slight moan excapes his mouth and I feel that burning fire in my stomach once more. I stop slowly but return to his lips with a slight touch then stop for now.

I push him back from me and move my head onto his chest. I close my eyes and remember the nights I would dream about this moment. The lonely sleepless nights I would dream and pray that once again I would be back in Shawns arms and, here I am.

This felt amazing. Why did I ever leave Shawn in the first place was my reason even good enough?

To be honest I don't even know?

Dang lacey is a freakin liar she has been lying for Shawn for so long but don't worry in a few chapters it MIGHT POSSIBLY Be exposed...

Keep reading to find out her complicated secret and her reasons to keep it from the boy who told her to "act like you love me"...

OH snap!!!!!

I'm trying to Make my book seem longer by doing this lol!! Thanks for reading BYE!!!

        -leah❤