affection [hunter x hunter oneshots]

VAGUE || ILLUMI

Illumi x Reader 💞 REQUESTED BY: @VampEtsu

"It's not fine." Illumi said. "It really is not fine."

Hisoka boringly rested his chin on his left hand.

"Well, don't you think she wants something or what?" Hisoka finished his glass filled with alcohol and ice.

Illumi glanced at Hisoka who unexpectedly gave him an idea.

"You see, women right now have so many desires that they want to be fulfilled yet they don't want to tell it." Hisoka paused. "And I find it idiotic in an amusing way."

"So you're saying that she needs something. Or should I say, want." Illumi drank from his glass and shook it slowly.

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It was a fine day and Illumi unusually asked for a walk. You thought that it was unusual for he is really busy guarding his younger brother who ran away from their home.

"(y/n)." Illumi casually called your name.

"Y-yes?"

"Is there anything you want?" He directly asked. His black irises piercing thru your skin.

"H-huh?" You asked confusedly. It was odd for him to ask such things.

"Well, someone told me if a woman doesn't look to you eye to eye, it's either she's mad at you or she wants something from you." Illumi stared at your eyes. "You are not mad at me, aren't you?"

You quickly shook your head.

"Then what do you want?" He asked.

"H-huh?" You asked, unable to reach his pace.

"What do you want?"

A few moments went by and you realized what he was asking.

What do want?

It's simple.

You're like an open book.

"Y-you." You mumbled softly like you were trying to eat your own words.

"I can't hear you." Illumi said. "Make it louder for me to hear it clearly."

"Y-You! I-its you that I want! You and your affection! Is that enough?!" You shouted to his face.

Illumi stared at you.

"That's all? How idiotic indeed. And here I am worrying for such a petty thing." He bluntly said.

You glanced at him in frustration as he said those words.

A pang from your chest made your tears roll down.

You looked down for him not to notice.

You ran away from embarrassment and disappointment.

Before you can run further, someone grabbed your arm.

"(y/n)." Illumi's voice made you feel despondent. "Wait a minute."

"Let me go." You said in a strained voice. "I said let me go!"

You removed your arms from his hands and started walking.

"I said wait. Can't you hear me?" He asked in his monotone voice yet it was enough to make you feel shiver from your spine.

"Why are you following me?" You clenched your fists. "Why?!"

"Because you're crying because of me."

You stood frozen for a moment.

Illumi raised your head and wiped your tears by his thumb.

"Why?" You asked brokenly. "Why are you doing these?"

"You are indeed a stupid person." Illumi smiled making you shock. "You want me? My affection?"

You nodded subconciously.

"It was petty for you already have it."

Illumi rubbed your head which was unexpected from him.

"Huh?" You said, everything doesn't sink in from you. "Huh?!"

"You what?! F-for real?!" You asked.

"For real." He said. "So stoo being stupid."

"Hmph," You pouted. "You're the one who's stupid. I need to be the one to confess before you do anything."

Illumi gave a peck on your lips.

"Don't do that ever again." He warned.
You covered your lips as your face turned scarlet.

"I want your affection, (y/n)." Illumi suddenly said.

"You already have." You said and hugged him. "And that is only for you. Forever."

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Oh-----kay... I hope this is fine.