Can't Remember To Forget You

Chapter Four: It Wasn't Wanted But It Was Loved.

About a week later
Rihanna

I woke up in a great mood for once as I felt Aubrey sleeping by my side. Such a great feeling to have him there but it would be the last time for a couple of weeks since he had to leave Los Angeles to go on Tour tonight.
I felt kind of sad about it but I knew what it was, I've been on Tour myself and it's sometimes hard to leave home and the people you love for such a long time. I didn't want to add him any stress so I just kept my mouth shut.
I was the first to wake up and I didn't want to bother him so I decided to quietly get to the kitchen.  As I made dinner, I looked through my Snapchat Stories and Mike's Story popped up on my phone.
To be honest, I didn't tell him yet about the baby, I was avoiding him, his calls and texts. He didn't seem to care since I saw him hanging out with a group of girls yesterday night on Snapchat.
I didn't care about him and I didn't want him in my life anymore but he had the right to know about his child and I've been thinking about a way of telling him since the doctor's call.
As always, I decided it wasn't the great time to do it and decided I would deal with this later.
Before that, I decided I would go spend some time with Melissa since we've been seeing eachother less and less for the last couple of weeks.
She didn't know about the baby yet, the only one who knew was Aubrey for now but it had to change.
After all, Melissa is my bestfriend and I shouldn't be hiding things so major to her, she will be its Godmother after all.
I had a fun shopping spree with her before we stopped for a coffee at Starbucks as she was telling about how well her relationship with Jason was going.
"Honey, I have news, major news.
- Robyn ? Tell me !
- I'm pregnant."
I calmly told her and her face showed me many expressions at the same time until she just ended up giving me a confused look.
"Who's the father ?
- It's Mike, I didn't tell him yet.
- What about Aubrey ?  You told me you just started dating.
- Well, he accepted the baby and told me he would help take care of it.
- Wow, that's crazy but you know you have to tell Mike, right ? He has the right to know about this child.
- Yeah, I'm just thinking of a way to tell him.
- Go straight to the point and accept whatever reaction he has."
Melissa wasn't wrong at all, I had to tell him, it was just selfish to let him without any news and to hide something so important from him.
"Give me my phone, please, I'm going to call him right now."
As I dialed his number, my stomach started hurting from anxiety but he didn't pick up the phone. I called about 5 times and he answered none of my calls, maybe he's out or he blocked me...
Anyway, I would have to find another way to tell him.
Melissa and I decided to drive back to my apartment where she would stay for the night but I felt a little bit strange. My stomach ache didn't stop since I called Mike and the pain intensified.
"Should we call a doctor ?"
Melissa was worried by the look of pain on my face but I told her it was nothing important and I was probably just getting sick because of the baby.
She only calmed down when the stomach ache started disappearing about an hour later and we decided it was better for us to get to sleep.
But, that night wasn't going to be that easy, I woke up in pain, I was sweating and my stomach felt like it was burning. I tried to breathe to make it stop but quickly started panicking.
"Melissa, Melissa, please wake up."
She immediately got up to help but when she turned the bedroom's light on, her face went pale...
"Robyn, you're bleeding, we're going to the hospital."
As I waited in one of the hospital's room, Melissa went out to tell Aubrey about what happened. That's when my gynecologist showed up.
"I'm sorry, Robyn, it seems like you've suffered a miscarriage."
Suddenly, I felt numb, tears started streaming down my cheeks, I couldn't believe what I had just heard.
"Robyn ?"
Melissa came back inside and as soon as she understood what was going to on, she pulled into a hug, telling me everything was going to be alright and that Aubrey was taking the next flight to Los Angeles.