Shattered

Left Missing You

I miss the tight hugs you gave

I miss how you'd spin me around

You'd make me smile and laugh

You'd cheer me up when I was down

I miss how you used to tell me things

You'd tell me about your home life

You'd tell me what you liked

You took my mind off the bad things

I miss how seeing you made my heart race

And made the butterflies in my stomach go crazy

I miss your affection

You'd always wipe away my tears

You'd hold me until the bad memories faded

You'd hug me all the time

I miss your compassion

I miss your strength

You'd comfort your friends even if your were going through hell

You'd always listen when I needed you

You were always there

And I took that for granted

I miss your care

You'd threatened to follow me home just so I wouldn't hurt myself

You'd fight me to take my blades away

You'd make me promise to try to love myself

I miss your mesmerizing eyes

Those blue eyes which I could get lost in forever

So filled with emotion and stories I'll never know

I miss your smile

The way the left side lifted higher than the right

The way your smile was soft, gentle

I miss your presence

You always made me feel comfortable

You were never an awkward person to be around

We could sit in silence and it was nice

I miss everything we were

I miss everything you were

I miss you

But now you're gone

Forever