Fanservice (RPW)

FS #10

— Break up act; 

It's our third monthsary and we're here at the park celebrating it, the cool wind rushing to my face, embracing me. The deafening silence makes me want to shout what I really feel but I chose to whisper it..

"I hate you" I murmured but you just smiled.

"I love you too" you replied, aish!

 

 

 

"I'm serious here Y/N I hate you.." you looked at me seriously

"But I meant it, I love you" you said looking directly at my eyes, looks like you're reading what's inside. Small knots started to form on your forehead. confusion, all I can see at your face is confusion.

"I never loved you" I said looking away from your eyes. Avoiding any eye contact with you.

"You're joking right?" You just made it complicated for us

"No I'm not" I said coldly

"B-But.." I cut you off 'cause I can't take it, looking at you, being hurt..

"Let's just end this." I said with finality. You looked at me coldly. I can't read your eyes, they are emotionless. Better, because I want you to hate me. I want you to forget your feelings for me. I turned my back, walking slowly.. Okay it's my fault.

 

 

 

Months have passed and I'm now walking at the mall, when I saw you.. It hurts seeing you flirting with the other girls. You became a playboy. I smiled bitterly, it's my fault. Our eyes met, I can feel my heartbeat rushing. You walk near me, with your girl.

"Hey Keith, long time no see, meet my girlfriend, Zhasney" she waves at me, smiling.

She's the complete opposite of mine. I sighed.

"Babe, I'm hungry" she said pouting.

"My princess is hungry?" You asked looking at me. I looked away.

"Yes.." She said with a nod.

"Wanna join?" You ask looking directly at my eyes, looks like you could see my soul.

I looked away. "No thanks, enjoy" I said with a fake smile. 

 I know you saw it. So, I turned my back, walking away.

Cause I need to go at my doctor and have my weekly check up. I'm pregnant. 2 months. My parents are against us. So I chose to broke up with you. I need to do it, because they will kill me if I won't.

I touched my big tummy..

'Hey baby, looks like your daddy is happy now, so sad, it's not your mommy. he's happy with now' I smiled bitterly as I was rubbing my tummy.