Fanservice (RPW)

FS #23

Reminiscing our past, and it hurts that I can't turn back the time. Where I'm the one who's always making you laugh, bringing smile to your eyes, and making your heart jumps everytime I said I love you. But I had to accept the truth that we're not for each other.

You're happy now with your new girlfriend and I'm wasted, still wanting your presence beside me. Even if you cheated on me. I love you that much that I can forgive you easily, but destiny parted our ways when my parents decided to migrate in Europe. They took me there and continued my education. I don't have a choice. I need to do what they want because it is for my own good.

We tried long distance relationship but one of my friends told me, that you're dating some girls at my back. I asked you, and confirmed it. I'm the one who broke our relationship, but it's your fault. Playboy, cheater, fuckboy. Those names I want to call you, but I can't. Because I love you.

I'm looking at your back from a far. And smiling like an idiot, our memories flashes back on my mind. Kissing you under the tree was my best memory, it's my first kiss, and you took it. I gave it to you wholeheartedly, because I love you.

But now, all I can do, is to look at you laughing with some random girls. It hurts me so much, but it's wrong. I don't have the rights to be hurt nor jealous. We're done. And I need to accept it. I need to move on, it was just a memory of the past, that taught me so many things, that never ever love a playboy. Because in the end, he'll break your heart into million pieces.

So for now, I need to stop loving you. This is the last time I'll say I love you. "I love you Y/N thank you for the good memories, good bye.' I whisper it looking at your back.

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