Dreams Turned into Reality

Everyone finds out

Hannah's POV

I'm so bored! Rylie's at a job interview and Niall and the boys are at the studio. So I'm all alone and have nothing to do. Might as well ask my followers what I should do.

@Hannah_Tijerina21: guys I'm so bored! What should I do?

I got replies right away there was stuff like 'go for a walk', 'watch tv/movie','go to the courts' and 'do a. Twitcam'. It really sucks, I wish I could go play at the courts but I can't. I pulled a muscle in my back so I'm out for 2 weeks.

I'll do a twitcam. I sent out a tweet with the link and said 'honesty hour ask me questions and I'll answer honestly'

I started the twitcam and started to answer question.

"My favorite color is purple. I want a dog. I want 3 or 4 kids. I've been playing since I was 6. I love pickles and hot Cheetos together as a snack." I answered the questions asked.

The next question shocked me a bit.

'What's your opinion of self harming? Have you ever self harmed?' I told them I would answer honestly.

I read the question aloud so the viewers knew what the question was.

"Don't do it. Things might be hard but don't make the same mistake I made when things got hard for me. Don't get mixed with the wrong people who tell you cutting helps, because it doesn't not one bit. Yes I have self harmed but I realized that if I cut to deep I could or would die and that would hurt a lot of people." I didn't even know I was crying until I saw drops of water on my phone. I wiped my eyes and looked back at the questions. They were all asking why I cut myself.

"When I was 12 everybody started dying close friends and family. I got bullied. I tried to keep myself from my friends and I found people who knew what I was going through and they said 'it helps take the pain away' it doesn't it hurts you more."

'Where are your scars ?'

"I don't really have scars on my wrist because they faded away but I have some of my thighs." I couldn't hold back the tears " I'm sorry. I have to go bye."

Why? Why did that question have to be asked? I need Niall home. I need a cuddle.

Call Irish🍀❤️💑😘. I click his contact and after three rings he picks up.

N: hey baby what's up?

I sniffle

N: babe are your ok? Are you crying?

H: yes. When are you coming home?

N: I'll come right now I'm already done recording. I'll be home in 15.

H: ok bye Ni

N: I'll see you in a bit. I love you so much

H: I love you too

End of call.

I love him he's always here for me and I don't deserve it. I don't deserve him. And I never will. I just don't get it why would he want to be with me when there are millions of prettier, smarter, funnier, nicer, and less needy girls he could have. I just need him to hold me right now.

I hear the front door open then Niall walks into the room and sees me crying. He walks up to me and sits down in our bed and pulls me close. I start sobbing harder.

He doesn't say anything he just holds me and rubs my back to try and calm me down.

Once I'm calmed down enough he asks "why are you crying beautiful?"

"I was bored so i asked the fans what I should do and I ended up doing a twitcam and I was doing honesty hour and someone asked what's my opinion on self harm and if I have ever self harmed." I let out a sob. "So when I answered they started asking me why i did it and I told them then I couldn't stop crying so I called you." I tried to explain.

"Oh baby. Do you want anything?"

"No. Just you to hold me." I sniffle

He nods and pulls me closer and squeezes me tight. "I'll always be here for you. I love you so much and I don't want us to get ruined."

"I love you to Ni. Forever and always."

"Forever and always." He whispered in my ear. And then I fell asleep in his arms.

Rylie's POV

"It says here that you've worked in a bakery for 3 years."

I nod "yes I as soon as I was 15 I got a job at a local bakery. I loved it there everyone was so nice."

"What did you do?"

"I did everything. Cash register, baking, and cleaning." I explained. I'm at a job interview to work at a bakery. I really need a job.

"Alright. Since your from America and aren't as familiar with our money you will bake and clean." YES! I got the job

"Ok that sounds good. When do you want me to start?"

"How about February 10th. So in 2 days."

"Yeah that's perfect!" I stand up and shake her hand and say goodbye. Zayn is supposed to pick me up where is he?

To Zayn🇬🇧❤️😍: where are you? I'm out of the interview.

From Zayn🇬🇧❤️😍: I'm outside. In the back corner. I'll drive to the front.

I didn't reply. A few seconds later he pulls up and I hope in the car. "Hey baby. Did you get the job?"

I lean over and kiss him. " yes I did get the job!" I kiss him again. I love him and his kisses. "I love you!" I whisper in his ear. He chuckles and say "I love you too Ry!"

We get home and Niall and Hannah are asleep so Z and I make food real quick. Once we were done eating we went in our room and started to cuddle. Before we knew it we were both fast asleep.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYLIE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!! 💕😍😘😊🎈🎂🎁🎊🎉

Love y'all

Love Hannah💕