Dreams Turned into Reality

Fixed

~3 months ~

Hannah's pov

Do I miss him? Every fucking second of every fucking minute. Every minute of every hour. Every hour of every day. Every day of every week.

It's been 12 weeks without him. I knew what I was doing when I ended it, but I didn't think it would have this much of an affect on me. Why? Why did I fall in love with him. And you know what, a relationship is either going to last forever or end painfully. Even if it does last they're going to make mistakes that hurt you. Pain is inevitable, there's no way to stop it.

"That's the thing about pain. It demands to be felt."

John green you... you knew that, that line was going was going to connect with people on a certain level.

I know that people get over heartbreak but I don't think I will ever be able to love someone the way I loved- love- Niall. He was my prince, my love, my best friend. People say that the best types of relationships are where you talk like best friends, play like children, argue like husband and wife, and protect each other like brother and sister.

He wasn't just another guy to me... I thought he was the love of my life and I still do. His hair. His smile. His eyes. His voice. His height. His kisses. His words. His hands. His heart. His laugh. His body. His jokes. His clothes. His scent. His hugs. His hugs, weren't just hugs to me, I could hear his heartbeat, they were warm,and they made me feel safe and secure.

He's smart, different, a little crazy and awkward but he could make me happy and laugh just by making a face. His smile... his smile kept me happy and made my day for almost a whole year.

When you miss someone as much as I miss him the emotional pain becomes physical. And every inch of your body craves them. I was able to be myself around him, I didn't have to pretend to be something I wasn't. When I looked at him I saw a perfect person then there was me, a crazy and weird person with so many problems I didn't understand why he wanted to be with me.

But he was my best friend, human diary, my other half and he meant the world to me. He was 100 percent the best thing that has ever happened to me.

He is my one out of 7 billion people.

Niall's pov

To: Princess❤️💑😘
I miss you. I miss every thing about you. But I know that your my nemo. You got lost in the big ocean and I will find one day.

I still haven't changed her contact name. I've done this multiple times. I write out a message to her, my thumb hovers over the send button but I can never bring my self to send it. She was my world.

I've tried to get over her. I've looked for girls that were smarter, funnier, prettier but no one can ever compare to her. She's the only one I want and will ever want.

Everything about her I love. She could say something so random and it made my day. Sometimes when I really miss her I look though the pictures we took on my phone.

She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. Her hazel eyes, her tan skin, her caramel hair, her perfume, her laugh, her smile. The list could go on forever. I need my princess back with me or Ill die alone.

I move my finger to press the delete button but I press send. FUCK I can't believe I just sent that she's going to hate me. I can't have her hate me when I still love her.

I'm screwed.

Hannah's pov

I was in the middle of an interview right now. And the interviewer happens to be Alan Carr.