Dreams Turned into Reality

Done

It's September 6th it's a week until Niall's 22nd birthday. I can't wait. The only thing is.... he's on tour(four tour). I haven't seen him since July 9th and I really miss him. Of course we text each other all the time and facetime, call, or Skype when we both have the time.

But I miss being able to hold him and him holding me tighter. I miss his touch-his large hands rubbing my back, arms, stomach, legs-I miss our kisses how our lips fit perfectly together. I miss how he would sing to me when I couldn't sleep, I miss his cuddles, his deep raspy voice in the morning, his accent, his sky blue eyes, his half, blonde and half brown hair, his smile, and his laugh;it's hard for me to keep going when I haven't heard his laugh in person for about two months. I miss watching movies and tv shows with him, I miss tracing shapes on his stomach when we're laying in bed, I miss his cooking, I miss our conversations about the future and how when I talk to my family he always starts to talk to them. I miss his soft snoring when he's asleep, I miss waking up next to him.

I don't start uni again until October 20th so I have a little over a month left.

5 seconds of summer is on tour with one direction again. So Sammie, Rylie, Eleanor, Bella and I all miss our boyfriends. So we've be talking to Liam, Cal, Luke, and Ash about all of us coming out for a month and going with them on tour. I want to surprise Niall for his birthday. Liam emailed me the tickets and back stage passes and the other boys are getting our flights all sent up for us to come out on the 8th. I can't thank then enough for doing this for the girls and I.

~ Texas~

We had just landed and go off the plane. We called a cab to come get us and take us all back to my and Rylie's house. When we get there I get out pay the driving and walk inside.

What I saw was so unbelievable. I couldn't bare to even look at it. The tears welled in my eyes and I couldn't stop them from falling.

I couldn't hold in my sob. I let out a dying like noise and ran away to my room and locked the door.

I can't believe he would do that. I thought we were forever. I thought he wanted a future with me. I guess not. But for him to do that with her? How fucked up and he get?

Niall is in my living room kissing one of my best friends. What I don't understand is how he could do that to me. Why would he tell me all this stuff if it was all a lie. Stuff like he wanted a future with me, that he only has eyes for me, that he would never hurt me, that he loved me.

I'm so stupid. I'm stupid for thinking a guy like that would ever truly love me. It was too good to ever be a reality. Why'd I think it was? Why did he have to make me fall so madly in love with him. Why?

Once I shut my door I push my back against the door and slid down. I didn't want to get hurt again. But the reality is I didn't get hurt. I died. And Niall Horan was the death of me.

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-2 days later-

Sobbing. That's all I've done since I got to Texas. And the love of my life is the cause. He tried to talk to me right after it happened but I really wasn't in the mood to hear it. He hasn't came back but he's sent presents; flowers, candies, my necklace.

When he first tried to talk to me I stood up from the floor, took off the necklace, open the door and threw it at him and said "go give this to your slut" I know what your thinking. I thought she was one of your best friends. key word WAS one of my best friends. As in past tense. Right after that I shut the door and locked it. I walked to my bed and threw the blankets over me. He started banging on the door again. Shouting "babe! please! you don't really know what happened! let me explain!"